IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

YES! I should have known better but, I didn't. I had just won a house, solid red brick, huge on a half acre of land.   World, it was beautiful, my own little paradise! So beautifully decorated. One room, my "Ego Room" lined with plush blood red carpeting, double coushioned, huge windows that looked out on an Apple tree. My backyard was lined with beautiful shurbery. Not only was I enjoying my perfect paradice, I was young! BEAUTIFUL if I must say so myself. Tiny, petit, one hundred and ten pounds soaking wet. Hair luxurious. Shape like a Coke bottle! I only had one problem; my birthER; a low slut named martha jane walters! HORROR UNLEASHED!!! Chill, the bitch is dead, done rotted and gone back to the hell s/he escaped. Yes, the stanking whore actively  stalked me for sixty-two years.  No more BITCH! You DEAD! LET YOUR DEAD ASS STAY DEAD! I do have one question, where did you find that fucking "thang", you deliberately manipulated me into marrying? You going to H...

Growing and GLOWING without any help from any "Blessing Blocking" haters. I just want to make one thing very clear, I'm not a LOSER, nor does it suck to be me. No, I didn't make myself.  True, I am a "bastard", meaning this World labeled me illegitimate.   I can assure you, the true "bastards" were my "parents". My humble beginnings don't give you or anyone the right to treat me like shit,  on the bottom of their shoe. No, you don't have a legitimate  reason to snub me. I'm sure  many awful events befell you under my watch. I was a single parent, not by choice. I thought that "thang" was a good Christian, s/he convinced me.  For that I apologize over and over.   I do remember the first four years of your life brouhgt me unending JOY! I still re-play your darling personality in my mind.  Just make sure you realize  any "wrong" I did to you was never due to a lack of caring.   True, I was very naive concernin...

Don't fool yourself, they are not good people at all. In fact they are the worse kind of predators, they are "Family", kin, snakes cloistered up in good families, like mine. Still forcing us to remain silent, to pretend our Truth shall devastate them. Knowing full well that is not the reason.  Just old Cain and Jezebel spirited imps.  Bragging about how they don't need to read, AND have never read!  Oh yes, their heads are swoll.  They are very glad to "stunt", to show out, to prove they are enjoying life better than you.  They take many pics as evidence of a love  unfelt by people of the wrong color or "low status".  I'm told because I am too dark, too dumb, TOO OLD, I should be grateful for crumbs, after thoughts! MY LORD! MY LORD!  Did my "wisdom" lose value because of aging? Dear LORD, why would anyone dare hate me? Why cast dispersions on me? Why have I had to prove that I am a GOD loving, good, caring,  sharing person for my ent...

BEAMING! GROWING AND GLOWING! Yes, I'm deeply humbled. Born into the clutches of a STANK WHORE , that did in fact cloister , conceal, hide in the "So Called Church" for Eighty-eight years!  A complete Monster! A d j t , that lived very comfortably,  for far too long. So what? s/he knew s/he was lying, always. s/he always knew that s/he was a phony, was INSECURE.  Was in fact a stalker, a "Blessing Blocker". So what? IT BACKFIRED! What a Skank! Everybody s/he baptized needs to go again! Why did "We" fear her so long? s/he was HORROR UNLEASHED! How many wo/men can abort their own babies? Very few, that's why it is against the law. Nothing was stopping old whorish ass, hot ass,  mathy jane from **********! Nothing! No one, not even kin.  "The closer kin, the deeper in." I heard the 'hoe! s/he deliberted spewed that shit around me all the time.  (Conditioning) Why am I RAGING? Somebody knew!  I do thank The HOLY SPIRIT  for protecting me,...

Dear LORD, thank You for always loving me, for never forsaking me. Thank You for granting me the strength to know my Truth. No I am not coward, not the coward my confused abuser has cast me as. No, I never became famous, the Congress woman; Barbara Jordan, my grandfather predicted. Yes, it is very true martha jane walters did infact successfully stalk me for sixty-two years. So what? Everything the low whore did BACKFIRED! Yes, I'm BEAMING! Rejecting , abusing, stalking, scandalizing my name turned out to be FORTUITOUS! That dead whore is more t rump than t rump and I am OVER THE MOON! Simply recounting the schemes, the scams that low whore for satan that BACKFIRED! GOD! YOU KNOW YOU ARE GOOD! Dear Readers, remember you are the only true leaders. "STAND YOUR GROUND". Let the Petty, Predatory, Pathological liar continue to berate you.  Let them blast you to hell for such 

Isn't that worth something? I did not date ! I thought I was being celibate, a good "Christian". I was trying to go into Television, I wanted to be a WRITER! No, not so much for the money and fame. I really had (have) a message. I really do believe that "WE SHOULD LOVE YE ONE ANOTHER ..." I DO KNOW FOR A FACT, LYING ONLY LEADS TO MORE LYING, MORE HATRED, MORE ANGER, MORE RESENTMENT. Yes! I AM RAGING! That EMPTY IMP, that closet "homosexual", that low life ignorant predator that left me PENNILESS! DEVASTATED!  Gave you reason to hate and resent me. All I can say is, YOU'RE WRONG! Rudeness, crude mean remarks don't show strength. Discouraging "loved ones" out of envy and jealousy shall never permit your JOY BELL TO RING.