IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

"If there be any J<3Y..." I'm pretty sure I tasted it a few times in this long, not too long, life. I do know that I'm clinging with all the hope,  and love I have in me, to remain "sane". I know harsh angry words stir up anger. I know all liars RAGE, crucify, indict, intimidate, bully, and cast you down when confronted. I know I do not want to be a Burden. I know that I am. I know my brain is fried. I know my low slutty, root working "mother",  and her flying monkeys,  did a job on me. However, today has actually been quite wonderful. How anybody can sit up under "dodo brown",  and call him potus, something honorable, is beyond me.  But, then I know that martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux preached, prayed, blessed, anointed and ruled for EVER. (That slut like not to ever died) To this very day , very few, if any, have a negative word to say about her. Why? Do people believe her bullshit about being Madame Watson? Or,

It is incredible! (insert video of Hurston's Book) INCREDIBLE!!! World, do know that wo/man , Madame Watson/Rev Watson,  did blast my soul clean out of my body, assaulted me with that two-edged tongue of hers. "You'll be the ONE to betray me!"  Just like her stanking ass was Jesus,  and I was Judas. It was the other way around "Mongrel maggot"! Just like that orange turd, mathy was  not going to be corrected, stopped, hindered or known, period.   It was "Mother's Day" (2005). I remember vividly. I was wearing a pink , three piece linen suit. I was pretty fat that day, over two hundred and twenty pounds.  Every bit four foot eleven.  Was I ashamed, embarrassed? According to my "mother" I was a loser, due to my "complexion". It was always just too bad that I missed out on the "high yalla" gene. My LORD! My LORD! To this very day, Color Struck imps make me want to HOLLAR! My grandfather reminded us, everyday, "We

Growing and GLOWING!  Yes ! GOD you are truly AWESOME! There exists a wide space between my ears that holds the most precious memories of what should have been a near perfect childhood. Yes, my childhood innocents is married by some evil, demonic, sick, sadistic, incestuous filthy "parents".  So what? It worked in my favor. I am a phenomenal woman! I am a Truth Teller! I am BEAMING! I AM ON FIRE WITH THE HOLY GHOST !!!

Who is afraid of the predatory pathological, sadistic liar that practices Witchcraft on her own family, her own childreen? Who is still afraid of the sickest, cruelest, murderous, malignant narcisist, to ever slither far too long on this good Earth? All I know, is all I know. My birthER was not only a practicing voodoo priestess, s/he was sexually perverted! An Incestuous Pedophile,  that somehow manipulated my fellow victims into keeping her eighty-eight years of repeated atrocities,  a secret. "Ni, I'd take dat to my grave." I guess you would! STANKING SLUTTY ASS BABY RAPIST!  NOT Only did your murder your babies, you MURDERED my Granddaddy! "The only somebody to ever love me!" That slutty ass mathy jane  never  had any damn power! The slut was CRUEL! Period.  Who can 't scare the shit out of a three year old,  precocious toddler,  that spilled the beans on a stank, lying ass 'hoe? You beat , cussed , and cursed my WHOLE SOUL AND BODY  out of me you DE

BEAMING! "Sho'is!"  Saved and DELIVERED from a "Bottom Feeder", another heartless, fake ass, ignorant ass, predatory, pathological lying, envious, jealous, greedy,  sadistic, cruel, demon possessed, perverted imp! Picture me exhaling as I "Catch on", Grow and Glow. Yes, I'm GRATEFUL! Exhaling, shaking my head, finally realizing the cause of my "Madness". Yes, my "Madness". My inability to keep quiet, to "go along to get along". My flat refusal  to let imps rule over me, because of my skin color, my gender, and lack of status. While my so called "mother" did sharpen her two-edged tongue on me daily, IT backfired. I did develop a "Fuck You Bitch" attitude. I did fight fiercely for every scarp of anything I ever earned. Yes, I've had to blow my own horn, protect my creations , and integrity from people still claiming I'm too stupid, too broken, too Black, too opinionated. One day IT hit me, I d

Over seventy-three years ago, a very common, un-teachable, un-coachable, sick, sadistic, ignorant, savage, brutal,  demon possessed slut, begrude-ingly gave birth to me. Claimed  I was "Too Black". WTF?  I  notice , I was never too Black for your common, nasty ass,  to enslave, rape, molest, brand, burn, crucify,  conjure, stalk, and lie on for sixty-two years. World, martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux (madame watson),  was indeed, by far,  HORROR UNLEASHED! That "T hang", that Entity,    "lived" eighty-seven years, eleven months, and twenty three days , a predatory PERVERT! Certainly more MONSTER than "mother", more PREDATOR than preacher, and this World is much better off with her gone. A greedy, envious, ignorant, racist, sadistic , malignant narccisist, just like don OLD! Wait...s/he was Proud, all to glad to serve satan at every opportunity s/he could, and s/he did. Raged, cussed, cursed, threatened,  and instantly became ex