No! I'm NOT a Loser! Nor, am I Forsaken. Shaken, yes. Shocked? Perhaps, sometimes. Did I ever have any idea that I would live so long? I'm not sure I ever had time to think about IT. My life was lived quickly, at a lighting speed, if you ask me. "One Adventure" after another. Often harrowing, always quite unbelievable, always miraculous. Did I know my own "mother" was HORROR UNLEASHED? No, s/he was never quite clear about who or what s/he was. Gay or Straight? Bi or "try"? Rage, Torture, Terrorize or pretend to love and nurture? Sure, from conception, I knew something was "amiss". I know I knew, that whore was an evil, demonic, slutty, ignorant imp, while still incubating in her corrupt womb. Are there a lot , do a lot of wo/men like martha, exist? Yes!!! Evidently! Thus all the "secrecy", "silence", rejection, rebuke, and lies. I've been trying to reveal. to expose , that low common slut, for over seventy ye