IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Up early, again. Grateful, again. DeepLy Humbled , again. Knowing full well that I never could have done IT without GOD on my side. BEAMING! Engulfed in GRACE AND MERCY! Up REJOICING! RESTORED!!! A true Remnant of ROME WALTERS! I'm so HAPPY!  I do have JOY! Please spread LOVE! REBUKE HATE! BE ABSOLUTELY , ABUNDANTLY BLESSED IJN!

No! I'm NOT a Loser! Nor, am I Forsaken. Shaken, yes. Shocked? Perhaps, sometimes.  Did I ever have any idea that I would live so long? I'm not sure I ever had time to think about IT. My life was lived quickly, at a lighting speed, if you ask me. "One Adventure" after another. Often harrowing, always quite unbelievable, always miraculous. Did I know my own "mother" was HORROR UNLEASHED? No, s/he was never quite clear about who or what s/he was. Gay or Straight? Bi or "try"? Rage, Torture, Terrorize or pretend to love and nurture? Sure, from conception,  I knew something was "amiss". I know I knew, that whore was an evil, demonic,  slutty, ignorant imp, while still incubating in her corrupt womb. Are there a lot , do a lot of wo/men like martha, exist? Yes!!! Evidently! Thus all the "secrecy", "silence", rejection, rebuke, and lies.  I've been trying to reveal.  to expose , that low common slut,  for over seventy ye...

Dear GOD,  Thank YOU!

WHOA- WHOA-WHOA!!! Still BEAMING! DELIVERED! RESCUED! BEAMING IN THE BACKFIRE!!! "IT is, what IT is." Please stop arguing! Stop arguing with fake, lying pretentious, insecure, manipulative bullies. Why are you still wasting your breath? A LIAR, any person that is (secretly) jealous, envious, racist, Color Struck, can NOT tell the Truth, ever. Sure, we live longing for that day of "sincere change". Give IT up! THAT DAY OF TRUTH, the avalanche of righteous "Truth Telling", is NEVER coming. Still, IT's Cool. My life has been pretty AWESOME, anyway. BEAMING IN THE BACKFIRE!!!

"ONCE MO' and again LAWD! "  Here I am on my knees, begging, needing 'nother faber (favor). Yes, I done messed up again!  Found myself in deep trouble , again! Well, that is what that low slut, that birthed me, martha jane walters, thought, believed, preached and claimed that was the only life I deserved to live! Why? Said I was a just a " luddle black bastard", a "crumb snatcher". Yes, that low whore for satan claimed that her "color" and hair texture , proved s/he was Blessed! Could do anything s/he fucking pleased, as long as s/he pleased,  and never get caught. And if s/he got caught, you would fucking "Rue the day" , you opened your fucking, dumb ass mouth,  to complain. HORROR UNLEASHED! So What!? That low slutty,  mathy jane , got exactly what s/he deserved! Died in Disgrace! A fucking Coward! A low life, lying, envious, jealous, greedy, carnal, despicable imp!  There is no excuse for so called "Christians" like...

Yes! I'm BEAMING! My Life is Awesome! Anyway! Yes! Anyway! "Fate" landed me in the clutches of a complete Succubus! A low slit for satan! A sadistic SLUT! The lowest whorish, viper to ever slither on this good Earth! Yes, LORD! I'm Humbles! Blessed! Delivered! My JOY Bell is ringing! I am finnally, actually laughing. That fe/male imp that birthed me, wsass so low, so common, so immoral, so despicable and disgusting, s/he tried to pass her rotting carcus as something worthy of praising. "Fuck that bitch".  Low, summy whore, aborted her babies and was Proud! Counted her common, lying ass as special, something brilliant, some one GOD blessed, permitted to do wrong , all the EVIl s/he ever desired, forever, BECAUSE HER SKIN WAS WHITE! A Water moccassin has white skin, too. Yes, I'm BEAMING! While it is very true, the wo/man  that birthed me, never loved Me! No never! Not one day, in Sixty-two years. Not even now. Not now , as that stank whore is Flung! GOD d...