AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Love me some "'Retha"! Yes, I sure miss her. GOD blessed her with some pipes! I always wanted to sing like her. Believe me, I tried and I tried. I couldn't; "Tone deaf", I can't carry a tune in a bucket.
I can hear the music, I can actually feel it, just can't replicate it. No, "sang-in'" is not one of my gifts. I LOVE music! I Need MUSIC! Sometimes it soothes, sometimes it hursts, but, at all times it feels good.
I am sure my "mother" loved Aretha Franklin! (s/he) Always played, blasted her music , through out her house, on Dwain Drive. My "mother" and her cousin, Junebug Walters, made Dwain Drive , "legendary", years ago.
My "mother" was the "go to" lady. If you were seeking "voodoo", an abortion, any and everything illegal.. If you were facing "trouble", felt "cursed", my "mother" "Madame Watson", was the "go to lady".
Yes, we lived in the "Go to house". (You just Bed'Not tell Nodody!) Any time, any day, and any hour, mathy jane's door was open to "mischief", "illegality" , barely shrouded with an artificial aire of "respectability'.
My"mother's" secret practice of the secret arts was so secret, I'm surprized s/he always had so many "customers, "followers".
The "respectability" came from, was "earned" by, or when we entered Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church , Wade, North Carolina, every Sunday. Yes, we entered AND STAYED ALL DAY! I realize now, our "mother" was secretly forcing us to do penance for her sins,"seen and unseen", secret and not so secret.
World, my poor birth-ER could never pick a side. S/he throughly enjoyed "Church". Not real Church, mind you, "homemade Church". N********-ER Church! A bunch of lazy ass, color struck dullards, cloistered up in a building, out fleecing each other, out of their hard earned cash, money.
Some out lying each other, some choosing to out "shout", out "testify". World, be horrified, my "mother" did brag about the many people s/he swore s/he healed. (S/he did though. Or GOD healed them anyway.)
Talk about the "Blind leading the blind", ours was the case of the ignorant , lying racist, leading the ignorant , lying racist.
For the money, (of course), for the great entertainment and just because ;"it is written".
While my "mother" and her horde of enablers , died unrepentant, they did NOT get away! As a matter of fact, my experience with my narcissistic "mother" , proved to be the best blessing, any hue-man being, could ever have!
Thank you amerikkka, thank you trump-ers, thank you lovers of martha jane waltters , for rejecting me! The bitch, the lying slut, the incestuous-peodophile, murdering maggot , was FILTH! FILTH with zero regard for GOD, the Truth, or for any form of righteousness,
So? It is ALL in Divine Order! If anyone can sincerely profess to love and honor donald j trump and martha jane walters, let'um!
World, you can't get blood out of a turnip, or the Truth out of a sadistic, narcissistic Racist! "Come ye out from among them."
BEAMING!
***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Friday, December 4, 20/20
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