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Otis Redding "The Glory of Love"


AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME!  The true Glory of Love is being able to love freely, sincerely, without guilt,  malice or regret.

The Glory of Love is something I never had, never received from that succubus that birthed me. Something that total bottom fag-goat,  my own mother tricked me into marrying, could never give me.

Something this "white power"structure has always denied me. Something my fellow victims refuse to see me have , also.

For EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS  that low, sick, sadistic, closet demon slithered among us, sucking the very marrow out of our bones. Yes, my own "mother" , birth-ER was HORROR UNLEASHED!

Question, what kept her, why was s/he able to freely SCALD, BLUDGEON, BURN, BRAND, RAPE, ROB, MOLEST, MURDER, TORTURE,  AND CONJURE ,  for so long? Were we just a bunch of Black ass nigger dummies,  as my "mother" professed,  every damn day I knew her?

Or did  martha jane walters , fall prey to the demons s/he conjured?   Oh yes, it is a fact and everyone in my family knows , and feared mathy jane , going down to the "Cow Field",  digging up "Murdered man's dust" , in order to have her way.

S/he did!  That is all that low whore for satan  ever did.  World, you could always count on "light bright, damn near white",  mathy jane , to be  always be treacherous, untrustworthy, DIABOLICAL! 

Well, why preach? Other than the fact martha always delighted in being a con artist, separating every pigeon s/he met from their hard earned money.  s/he was pure SCUM!  Of course , s/he would do good things, some kind things , periodically , to keep us confused, bewildered, in deep excruciating pain.

 s/he could not let thisWorld know s/he was a "closet Lesbian",  and always delighted in committing sick,  sadistic acts  in secret, on a daily basis. Yes, my "mother" made sure everyone in her entire family was made  fodder for her sadistic supply.

And s/he certainly had her way for nearly a Century. Why? Were we ever forsaken? No! I for one needed to know how absolutely DIABOLICAL ,  my own "mother" , really , always was.

What made our entire Walters family , so "long suffering"? Were we conditioned? YES!  Clearly we were "Trauma"  bonded by a wo/man,  that I am sure satan himself feared.

So what? I am not dead! I can still write and most importantly,  I am fulfilling the "prediction" rev. martha jane watson,  spewed on me in 2005. My "mother" shamed me once again, accused  me of being a snake a viper, again.  Declared that I would turn on her one day. That I wasn't loyal. The slut acted like s/he was Jesus and I was Judas. "YOU ARE THE ONE! YOU ARE THE ONE THAT IS GOING TO BETRAY ME!"

S/he declared it with such hateful venom, I immediately apologized and declared my undying love,  and loyalty. (But, The HOLY SPIRIT taught me better!)

Why? I told my grandDADDY s/he was giving us hot soapy enemas , when I was four years old!. I don't know what grandDADDY  said to that closet     MAG-GOAT but , s/he never forgave me , and used that as an excuse for her unending  (secret) stalking and persecution , for the next six decades.

The one thing that low slut and t -rump , did for me, was SNATCH MY BLINDERS OFF! The Government is just as fake as the fake "Church", all designed to keep the white demon on top.

While martha was in fact an ordained pastor for far too long. s/he was never a real minister. A total fake. martha was not only a fake at preaching, she was a fake "root worker", for the most part. Some of her conjure did work. Her favorite book of reference was THE LOST BOOKS OF MOSES.

Yes, s/he was quite successful in many of her schemes, it was not her "voodoo and conjure" that  enabled her, just her DIABOLICAL CRUELTY!

s/he is dead now, safely. Been dead "Seven Years", seven signifies completion. All her lies, devises, conjure, complete. s/he is finally found out and HIGHLY REBUKED!

Yes, I learned my Truth and I am finally set Free!

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, December 16, 20/20

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