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Frank Sinatra - My Way (Live At Madison Square Garden, New York City / 1...

I love this song. Ironically, strangely, through it all, I love my life.  To this very day, I rewind my memory to some "Good Times". Marvelous times, I had no idea I would cherish forever, when I was 'living' them.
When I was "Going through".

Like the time, I let my narcissistic mother take me on a cruise.  Was I out of my mind? Was I that desperate for love? Was I actually that stupid, pathetic... or was I "rooted", just like s/he claimed?

At any rate, aside from all the misery, name calling,ranking and deliberately embarrassing   me in front of my relatives, I had a few fabulous moments  that will last a lifetime.

 Went out "alone", explored the island of Martinique, met the finest real Rastafarian I had ever seen It was magical! No sex, just Spiritual. I still have the picture. He must have perceived my stress because he gave me a hold Sack of weed. Weed that I ended up sharing with my "mother"! Too funny!


Poor martha, that is all s/he ever did with her life for Eighty-Eight years. Vex, signify, spew venom, lies. Molest, rape, rob, burn, conjure, lie, plot, conjure, preach for cover, molest, sell hot pussy, conjure, signify, destroy the very lives s/he claimed to love.  Get found out, shunned, waits years, sends a gift, cycle repeats.

World, my "mother", my "Birth-ER" was SADISTIC!  World, martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux was a SUCCUBUS! A Soothe Sayer, a witch, a Conjure wo/man. A muthafucking Menace to Society!

World, martha jane walters doster watson lamoureaux sought, obtained , secured and abused a licence to preach,  just to MOCK GOD!  How sick! How deplorable! No, what kind of "Christians" remain silent, ignore, rebuke and scorn ME, for warning this World about such wo/men? I'm the Messenger! I am not the culprit!

Fuck that dead bitch! Fuck her in her dead ass! Fuck all her fucked up enablers! 

If you are still leaning on the side of silence concerning martha , concerning all perverts that seek sanctuary in the "Church", go ahead.

You look stupid! "Serving" a GOD you can't see and proudly refuse to hear.  No matter, ITISALLINDIVINEORDER!

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Wednesday, January 27, 2021


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