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Brenda Holloway Every little bit hurts


 

The year was 1969, my Freshman Year. The place was Moore Gym.
The man was TALL!
Every bit Six five , he towered over  my Five two

FIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE!
CHISELED!
Truly an Adonis!

His name was *Charles McDonald Faison!
He sprang from Columbus, Ohio

Every vamp tried to get him,
But,  I was the one he wanted

Little Me,
tiny and BLACK

YeeeeeeeeessssI was Fine too
(Just afflicted with one unknown enemy,
my so called mother, my birth-ER
A sick whore dispatched to this Good Earth by satan
to do the work of satan
lust, lie and destroy

The dead slut earned an A plus

I floated, held tightly in "My Nigga's" arms!
SPUN OUT!

Delirious with Joy
Yes, I was Spun out!
Spun out!

Because my of my "Circumstance",  that relationship was to never Be

It is cool because my low whorish "mother" did deliberately do Me alot of damage in sixty-two years
But destroying this memory
This True Love
s/he can't,
never could undo.

BEAMING!!!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Saturday, February 27, 2021

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