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Maxwell - Ascension (Don't Ever Wonder)

DIABOLICAL!
DIABOLICAL!
DIABOLICAL!

There exists no other word in the English vocabulary that can adequately describe my "mother", my "birther", my tormentor,my personal enslaver,  my personal closet stalker for Sixty-two Years!

Whyyyyyyyyy?
I scream into the night 
still?

Whyyyyyyyyy?

I am approaching Seventy YEARS!

Seventy years of low sluts crawling behind me ,
pretending to love me,
pretending to care

That slut, that mongrel dog in heat, always in my face, in my ear, whispering words of pain,
YOU TOO BLACK!
YOU A BASTARD!
YOU ARE HARD LUCK!
YOU ARE CURSED!

That low slut permitting me to go on for hours, days, months, years, building and cultivating my dreams , just so that low whore could come in, tear it down ,
then pretend to care

Yes World, that low whore mathy jane would cry with youy, yes, the low whore would help you look for what s/her knew s/he had already destroyed

The low , mongrel monstrosity has been rotting in the cold, cold ground for over Seven Years Now!

Whyyyyyyyyy?
Am I still tormented?

Whyyyyyyyyy?
Do I still have night terrors?
Night sweats,
can't smoke enough joints?

Can't rock in a fetal position long enough

LORD
Whyyyyyyyyy?
Did you let that mongrel, that creep, that pervert, that witch, that bitch, that whore, that sadist, that rapist, that robber, that child abuser, Preach?

LORD
Why did You let her torment,
fester,
lust, 
destroy,
So LONG?

(Dear LORD, perhaps I could have gotten away, completely, finally escaped the long , treacherous tenticles of that sick whore, martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux,
A Hue-Man Maggot!
A Homemade Monster
if just one "Christian" had leveled with me, with us,
if only one, just one , other than my grandfather,  had found the courage to face her)

He called her out!
He warned her REPEATEDLY
and all he got was a .38 slug to his tender heart

A blight on Society
No, more than a mere blemish
HORROR UNLEASHED!

Question,
Was the "Church" trying desperately to save her ,
or 
Was the "Church" trying to save itself?
Do they know?
How many "Church Folk" know what the "Evangelicals" are selling is complete Bullshit?
Total Fuckery?

NO!NO!NO!
I Will Not!
I shall Not !
Align myself with people that love, embrace and honor fake, disquised demons like mathy jane and donald d shrimp

Yes, the Evangelicals tried desperately to ram demons like trimp and "mother" down my throat but,
I am a reader!
I am a leader!
I am protected!
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL EVER PROSPER!

Sure it took quite a long time for just some of the evil vipers slithering on this planet to be revealed

Don't worry
They can't win
ITISALLINDIVINEORDER!

***THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES***
Friday, February 26, 2021

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