Johnnie Taylor Best

I wrote a poem once

declaring my love for loud laughter

in low, loud, funky places

The wo/man assigned to be my mother

pretended to be proud

pretended to be my champion

pretended s/he loved Me,

everything about me

But, s/he never missed an opportunity

to remind me that I was Too BLACK!

That I was still a Black Bastard,

the raggedy daddy s/he gave me at age eight,

the low whore snatched back when I was fifty eight

Well, racist bitch,

I was never too Black!

your dumb , lazy, jealous, envious ass,

was just too racist

Yes, I do thank you for being you,

not only was I made better

by Sixty-Two years of unending plots and "sacks", ignorant voodoo, conjure, lies disguised as true love,

I find it easy to identify ever trimp-er that pops off in my face,

just waiting to get slayed by

MY Redeemer

BEAMING!!!

*******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES*******
Monday, April 5, 2021

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