Solomon Burke 'Cry To Me' with Lyrics

How did I, We, survive so "happily"? Good music! Good music on small time radio station, WIDO! Great Disc Jockeys like Bill Bowser, BJ The DJ, etc.

Plus, We put on a Talent Show , "In My Mother's House", sold my "mother's" liquor and drank it.

For me , it was my grandfather's wisdom that kept me going. Still, life is too short, to be "lame", uptight, concerned with the opinions of others. Especially, when you finally realize, you can trust No One! Ever! Trust GOD! That is it!

I still rage, in a hurry to marry a good "Christian" man, I "over read", misunderstood, or I was just plain stupid. I accidentally married a closet Faggot! For Real! For Real! For Real! No shit!

Let me tell you, that is some strange shit, forced to marry someone because the "Church" said I had to be married in 1984. I could have been fired! Seriously! So, I take my chances and marry a CLOSET FAGGOT!!! a sissy, a prime and proper, "don't get your clothes dirty", pampered little, ignorant imp. A Wo/man hater!

A pathological liar because he was that lazy, that dumb and for some reason far too many people had allowed him to think his sick shit was ok in the modern World.

Not only that, the dummy, was seriously dumb, Uneducated! "No learning"! None what so ever! A modern day slave. A man so horrid, he demanded that his skin color and grey eyes open doors for him. Perhaps somewhere, at some time, but, not with me.

No, not a mere confused "homosexual". A woman hating, artificial fe/male, bottom bitch Faggot!

Well, I must say, I surely learned my lesson. My mistake is the reason "mothers", all parents , should be closely surpervised. There are far too many sick, psychotic, sadistic people, crowding on this Earth, right now. Watch your back. Remain in prayer and never lie for anyone!

*******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES*******

Monday, April 19, 2021

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