IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

The low whore always called me a "Snitch". No, low, unrepentant imp, "sold out for satan/fake preacher", I was Never a snitch! I am a Truth Teller! Always was! I shall always tell the Truth, now matter how many of your imps, flying monkeys and fake Christians try to slay me. World, anyone daring to shun me, ridicule me , for refusing to pretend to love fake ass Christians, can ...  .  My "mother" was  a nasty, incestuous , promiscuous , pedophile , Nymphomaniac PATHOLOGICAL LIAR! Yes, s/he was a Beast! A Monster! Horror Unleashed! But, the GOOD NEWS; "Trouble don't last always." *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* Tuesday, May 18, 2021

My "birth-er's" dogged determination to stalk me without ceasing, her decision to (secretly) destroy Me, My brothers, the entire Walters clan for Eighty-Eight YEARS, simply had to happen. Of course it was unnecessary but it had to come about because "It is written". But! Wait! I Thank Almighty GOD for "Intercession"! No matter how perfect mjw's scheme, no matter how blind I was, GOD saved Me! Yes! "What an Awesome GOD We all have the same opportunity to serve." BEAMING! *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* Saturday, May 15, 2021

Another Awesome Day, "Thanky LAWD!" Wow GOD! All I can say is Thank YOU! Yes Dear LORD, You are truly Awesome!  Thank YOU for My Journey. Thank You for My  Anointing! Thank You for blessing Me with "Tenderness", a sincere desire to be righteous, loving, sharing, ...just another good person. Thank YOU for thwarting all of mjw's devious schemes and dreams. Thank You for YOUR Backfire!  Thank YOU for YOUR Word!Thank YOU for nulling my brain, blinding my eyes. Thank YOU for the paralysis of mjw's curses, cussing, horrid, demonic behavior. No LORD, there was never any excuse for mjw to be so wicked, so long. Were We that fearful, that terrorized  or just "Brain washed"? Yes, "Brain Washed" by the "white man's religion". A religion , the low life, lying muthafucker gladly preaches but absolutely refuses to practice! Be Gone ! You little lying maggots! Stupid ass, lying (in the closet) imps, preaching what everyone knows they do no

Thank YOU Jesus! Thank You for delivering me from a MONSTER! A wo/man so Horrid, so Hideous, so Disgusting and Deplorable, few can find the courage to confront her. As of today, May 10, 2021, very few hue-man beings shall ever so much as whisper about wo/men like martha jane walters. Why? Why relive excruciating , needless pain, brought upon you by ignorant, primitive, savage barbarians pretending to be Christ Lovers. Shun them! Stay away from them! Had I known s/he was a full fledged demon possessed slut, sure , I would have fled at eighteen. My first real opportunity.  My grandfather did warn me. He did in fact advise me to leave; "Dawthur, leave heah and don't NEVAH come back." That was it. No explanation, just wise advise. At eighteen, I responded with; "No, granddaddy, I could never leave you." Notice, I didn't say anything about wanting to "stay" out of any desire to help my "mother". World, my whole long life is just written, docum

I "found" this song. No, I wasn't looking for it but, it "fits". Yes, I wear it well, I need constant soothing. This melody is soothing to me. I am gloriously Happy because I am gloriously Free! Free finally! Free from a MONSTER, few had the courage to face. To face? To even acknowledge. I was born into the clutches of a scheming demon, too immoral, too diabolical to even be allowed around children! Why was s/he permitted to pretend to parent? "IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER".  All I know, the low slut for satan finally died and for that , I am Extremely, Permanently Grateful! BEAMING!!! *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* Sunday, May 9. 2021

I love Lightin' Hopkins and this kind of music! Yes, "this kind of music" ; is the Blues! The sho'nuff Blues. The righteous Blues! A place , a medium, where the disgruntled can finally speak the Truth! No, evildoers collude together, demand silence! Pretend to be sorry or remorseful. No such thing! If the 'hoe could have ever been sorry, the low 'hoe would not have practiced her brand of sick, sadistic, demon possessed evil , for Eighty-Eight Years. s/he did! s/he is gone! s/he is dead now! The low,  ignorant, viperous 'hoe,  can't "Con" any more. Why did s/he do it? Ignorant! While mjw did suffer from self imposed ignorance, s/he was ignorant just the same. There is no justification for evil. No righteous GOD, person or man hands out "Judgment" based on skin color! How HORRID!! How DEMONIC!!! Aldso, no parent, no mother teaches her children to take absolute BULLSHIT! ABSOLUTE DEMONIC TORTURE FROM HER FOR THEIR ENTIRE LIVES!  It tas

"Pick up the Pieces!" Never be afraid to grow. Finally realize you must Love you, You must Love you Fiercely. There are far too many hue-man beings born into the clutches of whores, mongrel monstrosities, so ancient, so horrid, so diabolical, most shall run from them in abject fear, never warning one single person, the innocent or the guilty of such imps. Dear children of the Most High GOD , when or if you ever reach such favor, never return. "Only a dog returns to his vomit." There is only one fact that I must acknowledge; my own "mother", my own "birth-er" was one Horrid Wo/Man!  The Shock of all Shocks; s/he was an "ordained pastor"! Accepted! Honored! Loved! Loved by her many, many Victims! What is that? Demon Possession! "From such stay away." How can We stay away from the "Trauma" We are born into? How does an innocent child avoid a maniacal , manipulative, conniving, cunning, Jezebel, brutal, sadistic whore? Y