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Drift Away BEAMING!!!

Yes LORD, You are so Wonderful, so Awesome, I feel compelled to write You everyday
Of course I know I don't have to
I know You know  My every Thought, Prayer petition before I utter it
Yes LORD, on this day Sunday, September 25, 2022, I just dropped by to say ; Thank You!

Yes GOD, you are a Mighty Good GOD!
With You I feel special, ANOINTED , Chosen, Protected, Directed

Yes LORD, I hear Your Voice, I obey Your Voice only
Yes LORD, there are many that hate Me for always listening to You
I don't care
just like that slut , they demand that remain on the bottom of their shoe
a whipping post
just another Black nigger to blame
to laugh at 
to mock
to stunt on

I understand
just who am I to honor?
born BLACK
born a bastard (to this day I have no idea who my real father was)
born poor, penniless of course

Me, Rachel Gwendolyn ?, another Black fe/male with too much BACKTALK
a wo/man that willingly challenges every lie she is forced to swollow

So? 
"Sticks and stones may hurt My bones" but your lies can no longer hurt Me

I'm BEAMING GOD!
I am over the MOON!
In My "Mother Wound" I found myself tethered to a MONSTER! A Cold, Cruel, Clever Beast
A relentless whore that drew her strength from inflicting pain. Yes World, My "mother" was an anti-mother! My "mother"; martha jane walters was satan's "side piece", HORROR UNLEASHED! A ravenous wolf , not in sheep's clothing but, "fine raiment".

s/he has been dead Nine years now. I Rejoice! I Exhale! I am finally free at Seventy-one to love Myself. I can create and promote My Art. I can finally boast about My many talents and gifts,  and not worry about offending that Ogre. 

 I stand and Cheer! Yes, I do dance on her dead, unrepentant , fake grave. 

No, I did not dare attend her fake ass funeral , attended by all those fake ass  "Christians" , standing around her dead ass trying to think of something good to say.  The Truth is, My fellow survivors of that demon possessed W/B-ITCH felt the same way.  The low whore promised them five thousand dollars for their continued silence.

Anyone low and broke enough to endure that slutty, sneaky ass,  cotton mouth water moccasin , should  know they went for cheap. Yes, you went for the equivalent of what "mathy jane" always wanted Me to be, a two dollar hoe. Yes World, My own "mother" tried desperately, relentlessly, to destroy Me for Sixty-two years. Why? Pride! The low whore refused to apologize! Refused to be wrong! Declared s/he was perfect ! Bragged about her white skin and all the Treachery s/he committed , and "got away with".

So?  IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! Jesus will fix it!

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