Touch Me Lord Jesus- The Angelics

Yes! Dear LORD I am still your faithful servant, devoted until death. Yes! I am exceedingly grateful for every moment.

Yes, Dear LORD the evildoers still wish to devour me, to rob me of all my Joy. Why? Was IT because I was born into the clutches of a complete demon? satan's sidepiece? An extremely immoral, psychotic, sadistic wo/man that prided herself in her ability to use Conjure?

Was it simply jealousy, envy? Is IT true, are Black people really cursed? Are most Blacks demon possessed? Why was mjw allowed to vex, torment, rape, rob, murder, flim flam, spew poisonous lies so long?

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! Endure to the end. In "The MeanTime" do not tolerate abuse. Do not let anyone scream lies in your face! Unnecessary lies. Lies designed to destroy you emotionally, spiritually, financially.

Dear LORD, I thought martha was DEAD! Her demonic, Jezebel spirit lives on. Why? Envy! Jealousy! Some people refuse to realize all of my gifts and talents are from GOD. Yes, GOD loves Me! No, GOD does NOT hate My Black skin! No, I am not dung because I accidentally married a sick, demented, psychotic , JEALOUS Faggot! A woman hater! A low life scum dog that destroyed my Master's Thesis, Destroyed all my writings , all my manuscripts , while I was in the hospital having his baby.

Yes, I came to this World beautiful but, my "mother" declared me UNWANTED! I was nothing to her, ever. Yes I was good enough to be her sex toy. I was good enough for her to quietly and secretly torture for sixty-two years.

Yes, s/he worried about all the wrong things too. s/he was a people pleaser , s/he had the "Gift of Gab". s/he was a predatory Con artist. Yes, s/he was every thing horrid for much too long. s/he is gone now. I learned a lot from my "mathy jane Experience". "Your enemies shall be of your own household." Some people are hibitually angry, irritible, rude, unhappy, unpleasant .

Some people use rudeness to control people they are supposed to love. Some people love to see others cry.

The fact is most people just want to feel superior to everyone else. Few have any real faith, fewer have ever read the Bible thoroughly, or have any interest in reading it.

I know I'm BEAMING, mentally listing the number of times the Dear LORD made intercession on my behalf, saving me from that Mongrel that birthed Me. No! I am NOT ashamed. I am BEAMIN IN THE BACKFIRE! I am over the Moon! GOD got this!

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Journalist Belva Davis, a trailblazer who "kicked open the door"

All I know, is All I know. I have been telling "My Story" for nearly Seventy two years. Praise the LORD! Pre-hated! Seriously, I was born into the clutches of a whore. Not just any whore, no regular "run-of-the mill" whore either. I was born into the clutches of a sick, sadistic, psychotic, Root Worker. A volunteer , low common wo/man determined to destroy Me! Why? What was her reasoning? "Too Black!" From the moment I took my first breath , I was always too black for that slut. Not too black to push into a red hot stove. Not to black too sexually molest and torture until I was old enough to tell. Then the low whore added "snitch" . No!I am not mad, I AM REJOICING! I never could have made it without the LORD. Am I disappointed that all the doors were slammed in my face and the few doors that opened , that buzzard, i foolishly called "mother", foolishly always confided in, Back stabbed Me. "It is ALL Good" "What GO...

Johnny Jones & The Johnny Jones Singers 1972

Thank You for My "R's" LORD! Redeemed! Rejoicing! Radiant! Radical! Rare! Rebel! Refined! Regal! Relentless! Resilient! RESPLENDENT! Righteous! Royalty! REMNAT of ROME WALTERS Route#1, Box#11 Godwin, (Wade) NC. Lean in! IT is important that you know, you are not forsaken. Years and years of struggle, fighting for the right to exist has strengthen Me! Made Me strong. Those that wish to rebuke Me for My poverty have no idea what true wealth is. My wealth is in my long legacy. My wealth is in My old arthritic fingertips. Much wealth is hidden behind cataracts . Yes, I came to this good Earth over seventy-one and a half years ago. Pre-HATED! Stalked and persecuted by my own "mother" for sixty=two years! Why? Pride. mjw was one low fallen wo/man that was never getting up. mjw was HORROR UNLEASHED! mjw was and old uncle tom, a volunteer house nigger. No, mjw like most people never cared about anyone else. s/he was extremely clamourous! Loud! Vulgar and s/he had a v...

Cold Sweat (1967 Version) I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!!!

YES! I should have known better but, I didn't. I had just won a house, solid red brick, huge on a half acre of land. World, it was beautiful, my own little paradise! So beautifully decorated. One room, my "Ego Room" lined with plush blood red carpeting, double coushioned, huge windows that looked out on an Apple tree. My backyard was lined with beautiful shurbery. Not only was I enjoying my perfect paradice, I was young! BEAUTIFUL if I must say so myself. Tiny, petit, one hundred and ten pounds soaking wet. Hair luxurious. Shape like a Coke bottle! I only had one problem; my birthER; a low slut named martha jane walters! HORROR UNLEASHED!!! Chill, the bitch is dead, done rotted and gone back to the hell s/he escaped. Yes, the stanking whore actively stalked me for sixty-two years. No more BITCH! You DEAD! LET YOUR DEAD ASS STAY DEAD! I do have one question, where did you find that fucking "thang", you deliberately manipulated me into marrying? You going to H...

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

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