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Touch Me Lord Jesus- The Angelics

Yes! Dear LORD I am still your faithful servant, devoted until death. Yes! I am exceedingly grateful for every moment.

Yes, Dear LORD the evildoers still wish to devour me, to rob me of all my Joy. Why? Was IT because I was born into the clutches of a complete demon? satan's sidepiece? An extremely immoral, psychotic, sadistic wo/man that prided herself in her ability to use Conjure?

Was it simply jealousy, envy? Is IT true, are Black people really cursed? Are most Blacks demon possessed? Why was mjw allowed to vex, torment, rape, rob, murder, flim flam, spew poisonous lies so long?

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! Endure to the end. In "The MeanTime" do not tolerate abuse. Do not let anyone scream lies in your face! Unnecessary lies. Lies designed to destroy you emotionally, spiritually, financially.

Dear LORD, I thought martha was DEAD! Her demonic, Jezebel spirit lives on. Why? Envy! Jealousy! Some people refuse to realize all of my gifts and talents are from GOD. Yes, GOD loves Me! No,  GOD does NOT hate My Black skin! No, I am not dung because I accidentally married a sick, demented, psychotic , JEALOUS Faggot! A woman hater! A low life scum dog that destroyed my Master's Thesis, Destroyed all my writings , all my manuscripts , while I was in the hospital having his baby.

Yes, I came to this World beautiful but, my "mother" declared me UNWANTED! I was nothing to her, ever. Yes I was good enough to be her sex toy. I was good enough for her to quietly and secretly torture for sixty-two years.

Yes, s/he worried about all the wrong things too. s/he was a people pleaser , s/he had the "Gift of Gab".  s/he was a predatory Con artist. Yes, s/he was every thing horrid for much too long. s/he is gone now. I learned a lot from my "mathy jane Experience".  "Your enemies shall be of your own household."  Some people are hibitually angry, irritible, rude, unhappy, unpleasant .

Some people use rudeness to control people they are supposed to love. Some people love to see others cry.

The fact is most people just want to feel superior to everyone else. Few have any real faith, fewer have ever read the Bible thoroughly, or have any interest in reading it.

I know I'm BEAMING, mentally listing the number of times the Dear LORD made intercession on my behalf, saving me from that Mongrel that birthed Me.  No! I am NOT ashamed. I am BEAMIN IN THE BACKFIRE! I am over the Moon!  GOD got this!

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