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Cause I Love You - Lenny Williams

While I'm SHOOK! SHAKEN to the core of My soul, I KNOW I AM NOT FORSAKEN!

I am not "too Black", "too Old", or "too confused". What I am is a self-made victim. Too lazy, too trusting, too busy, too frazzled, too slow, too something Computer Technology left me in the "Dark Ages" years ago.

I don't get IT, don't want IT. I still have to write what I want to say in "long hand" , first. Every TIME I write something , that I know is a gem, My fat fingers hit the wrong button and ....SMH...more incredibly, well written prose, gone forever.
  
Monday, October 30, 2023
Thank You Heavenly FATHER! Again, I am humbled by Your Goodness. Yes, "By your stripes" I am healed.
No, IT never occurred to me that my own beloved daughter could, or would ever hurt Me. Hurt Me and be delighted.  Yes, I'm broken, crushed!

"I don't owe you nothing!!!" No, none of Us owe anyone, anything, Ever. I just want you and this entire World to know; I didn't do It for the money. I did not go to the Library and read every book I could on "Parenting", to be paid back one single penny.
I was glad to endure natural child birth, etc. I really wasn't concerned with 



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