Cause I Love You - Lenny Williams

While I'm SHOOK! SHAKEN to the core of My soul, I KNOW I AM NOT FORSAKEN!

I am not "too Black", "too Old", or "too confused". What I am is a self-made victim. Too lazy, too trusting, too busy, too frazzled, too slow, too something Computer Technology left me in the "Dark Ages" years ago.

I don't get IT, don't want IT. I still have to write what I want to say in "long hand" , first. Every TIME I write something , that I know is a gem, My fat fingers hit the wrong button and ....SMH...more incredibly, well written prose, gone forever.

Monday, October 30, 2023

Thank You Heavenly FATHER! Again, I am humbled by Your Goodness. Yes, "By your stripes" I am healed.

No, IT never occurred to me that my own beloved daughter could, or would ever hurt Me. Hurt Me and be delighted. Yes, I'm broken, crushed!

"I don't owe you nothing!!!" No, none of Us owe anyone, anything, Ever. I just want you and this entire World to know; I didn't do It for the money. I did not go to the Library and read every book I could on "Parenting", to be paid back one single penny.

I was glad to endure natural child birth, etc. I really wasn't concerned with

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Journalist Belva Davis, a trailblazer who "kicked open the door"

All I know, is All I know. I have been telling "My Story" for nearly Seventy two years. Praise the LORD! Pre-hated! Seriously, I was born into the clutches of a whore. Not just any whore, no regular "run-of-the mill" whore either. I was born into the clutches of a sick, sadistic, psychotic, Root Worker. A volunteer , low common wo/man determined to destroy Me! Why? What was her reasoning? "Too Black!" From the moment I took my first breath , I was always too black for that slut. Not too black to push into a red hot stove. Not to black too sexually molest and torture until I was old enough to tell. Then the low whore added "snitch" . No!I am not mad, I AM REJOICING! I never could have made it without the LORD. Am I disappointed that all the doors were slammed in my face and the few doors that opened , that buzzard, i foolishly called "mother", foolishly always confided in, Back stabbed Me. "It is ALL Good" "What GO...

Johnny Jones & The Johnny Jones Singers 1972

Thank You for My "R's" LORD! Redeemed! Rejoicing! Radiant! Radical! Rare! Rebel! Refined! Regal! Relentless! Resilient! RESPLENDENT! Righteous! Royalty! REMNAT of ROME WALTERS Route#1, Box#11 Godwin, (Wade) NC. Lean in! IT is important that you know, you are not forsaken. Years and years of struggle, fighting for the right to exist has strengthen Me! Made Me strong. Those that wish to rebuke Me for My poverty have no idea what true wealth is. My wealth is in my long legacy. My wealth is in My old arthritic fingertips. Much wealth is hidden behind cataracts . Yes, I came to this good Earth over seventy-one and a half years ago. Pre-HATED! Stalked and persecuted by my own "mother" for sixty=two years! Why? Pride. mjw was one low fallen wo/man that was never getting up. mjw was HORROR UNLEASHED! mjw was and old uncle tom, a volunteer house nigger. No, mjw like most people never cared about anyone else. s/he was extremely clamourous! Loud! Vulgar and s/he had a v...

Cold Sweat (1967 Version) I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!!!

YES! I should have known better but, I didn't. I had just won a house, solid red brick, huge on a half acre of land. World, it was beautiful, my own little paradise! So beautifully decorated. One room, my "Ego Room" lined with plush blood red carpeting, double coushioned, huge windows that looked out on an Apple tree. My backyard was lined with beautiful shurbery. Not only was I enjoying my perfect paradice, I was young! BEAUTIFUL if I must say so myself. Tiny, petit, one hundred and ten pounds soaking wet. Hair luxurious. Shape like a Coke bottle! I only had one problem; my birthER; a low slut named martha jane walters! HORROR UNLEASHED!!! Chill, the bitch is dead, done rotted and gone back to the hell s/he escaped. Yes, the stanking whore actively stalked me for sixty-two years. No more BITCH! You DEAD! LET YOUR DEAD ASS STAY DEAD! I do have one question, where did you find that fucking "thang", you deliberately manipulated me into marrying? You going to H...

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