Down By The River I HAVE FREE WILL!

I have Free Will! I am intelligent! I know when I'm being lied to, even hated on.

Of course I can feel your rebuke, your rejection. I know that you don't want me around. Cool. I don't need your company.

No! I shall not be your "punching bag", the butt of all your jokes, and put downs. I'm not that lonely and hard up for company, and you are not Beyonce!

No, I shall never believe you are that dense, that thick, or clueless. No, you are just cruel. Sadistic. I get it, anyone that can not be trusted, to ever, utter , one word of truth, about anything, should never be expected to give a truthful answer, about anything.

"Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." Fool me over and over, if you want to. What is the point? What have you gained? That going ballistic , and spewing insults, is not only very childish, it is extremely painful and totally unnecessary.

Be cruel, snappy, flippant, rude, disrespectful, and lying...just because you can. How primitive, unimaginative, horrid.

Liars, don't even like liars. going ballistic when caught in wrong doing, gets old too.

Yes! I'm still BEAMING!!!

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