Golden Lady "Trust the Process"

Dear LORD, Thank You for all of the beautiful music you have always emershed (engulfed) me in!

BEAMING! Not SCREAMING, which was satan, and martha jane walters' plan.

Fuck 'dem bitches!

STANK 'HOE! STANK 'HOE! I'M STILL DANCING ON YOUR DEAD ASS , "WHITE" GRAVE (Bitch'hoe)!

Dear World, Our "Collective Problems" have far more to do with Character, than Color!

I am a WITNESS!
I have to testify!
I have so many friends, and relatives, that not so secretly hate my guts, for still attempting to reveal martha, mathy jane, janie, martha jean, madame watson, rev watson, and far too many other pseudonyms , to mention.
martha was truly a fucked up hue-man being, alright! Very Tragic. Also very sobering to finally know, that GOD/The HOLY SPIRIT , knew you were in the clutchres of satan, the whole time!
BEAMING!
I was fourteen. The house, 825 Dwain Drive, was very nasty, putrid, stank, as per usual. My "mother"/ birthER , was a sick, sadistic, psychotic whore, in love with her Color. Seriously! The wo/man that gave birth to me (begrudgingly) was a "Bottom Feeder" no morals! None! Not nar'an!
Somehow, for some reason, people labeled "Christians", felt abusing a "Black" bastard (born out of wedlock) child, was permissible. Especially if said parent leaned towards "white"/Eurpean features. Yes, said child could be sexually molested, severely burned and beaten by said "mother", if the slut had white skin like martha jane walters.
Did I mention, the low whore , also had to be the practioner of "Voodoo". Oh yes, the low whore had to be disgustingly evil, lying, manipulative, full of hate, envy and , jealousy and on satan's team, totally untrustworthy!
That was my "birthER", an imp. Lived eighty-eight years, and s/he was perfect! "Old black as niggers were't shit...her daddy ran a Juke Joint...all black ass niggers hated her and worked against her...I was the cause...I was the "Family Snitch" from bith...my mouf ran like goose shit by the moon like...mainly I was just too fucking blackfor her to bear...the stanking whore used to S-C-R-E-A-M-E!
My "birthER" not only convinced me that I was Sudan Black, I was a burden, I ruined her life, I owed her big time and I would never be shit. That my Art would never sell, it hasn't. No one would ever be interested in publishing anything about my boring ass life.

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"ONCE MO' and again LAWD! " Here I am on my knees, begging, needing 'nother faber (favor). Yes, I done messed up again! Found myself in deep trouble , again! Well, that is what that low slut, that birthed me, martha jane walters, thought, believed, preached and claimed that was the only life I deserved to live! Why? Said I was a just a " luddle black bastard", a "crumb snatcher". Yes, that low whore for satan claimed that her "color" and hair texture , proved s/he was Blessed! Could do anything s/he fucking pleased, as long as s/he pleased, and never get caught. And if s/he got caught, you would fucking "Rue the day" , you opened your fucking, dumb ass mouth, to complain. HORROR UNLEASHED! So What!? That low slutty, mathy jane , got exactly what s/he deserved! Died in Disgrace! A fucking Coward! A low life, lying, envious, jealous, greedy, carnal, despicable imp! There is no excuse for so called "Christians" like...

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