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Golden Lady "Trust the Process"


Dear LORD, Thank You for all of the beautiful music you have always emershed (engulfed) me in!
BEAMING! Not SCREAMING,  which was satan,  and martha jane walters' plan.
Fuck 'dem bitches!
STANK 'HOE! STANK 'HOE! I'M STILL DANCING ON YOUR DEAD ASS , "WHITE" GRAVE (Bitch'hoe)!

Dear World, Our "Collective Problems" have far more to do with Character, than Color!
I am a WITNESS!
I have to testify!
I have so many friends,  and relatives,  that not so secretly hate my guts,  for still attempting to  reveal martha, mathy jane, janie, martha jean, madame watson, rev watson,  and far too many other pseudonyms , to mention.
martha was truly a fucked up hue-man being, alright! Very Tragic. Also very sobering to finally know, that GOD/The HOLY SPIRIT , knew you  were in the clutchres of satan, the whole time! 
BEAMING!
I was fourteen. The house, 825 Dwain Drive, was very nasty, putrid, stank, as per usual. My "mother"/ birthER , was a sick, sadistic, psychotic whore, in love with her Color. Seriously! The wo/man that gave birth to me (begrudgingly) was a "Bottom Feeder" no morals! None! Not nar'an!
Somehow, for some reason, people labeled "Christians",  felt abusing a "Black" bastard (born out of wedlock) child, was permissible. Especially if said parent leaned towards "white"/Eurpean features. Yes, said child could be sexually molested, severely burned and beaten by said "mother", if the slut had white skin like martha jane walters. 
Did I mention, the low whore , also had to be the practioner of "Voodoo". Oh yes, the low whore had to be disgustingly evil, lying, manipulative, full of hate, envy and , jealousy and on satan's team, totally untrustworthy!
That was my "birthER", an imp. Lived eighty-eight years, and s/he was perfect! "Old black as niggers were't shit...her daddy ran a Juke Joint...all black ass niggers hated her and worked against her...I was the cause...I was the "Family Snitch" from bith...my mouf ran like goose shit by the moon like...mainly I was just too fucking blackfor her to bear...the stanking whore used to S-C-R-E-A-M-E!
My "birthER" not only convinced me that I was Sudan Black, I was a burden, I ruined her life, I owed her big time and I would never be shit. That my Art would never sell, it hasn't. No one would ever be interested in publishing anything about  my boring ass life.  



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