Grover Washington, Jr. Mister Magic No, I am not a loser

For some reason evildoers have always stalked me. Blessing blocked, lied on me, been overly concerned with my "looks", my pigmentation.

Born Black, "motherless", fatherless, I had to "hit the ground running". The HOLY SPIRIT always led me to the nearest Library, the likes of which "we" occupied , hiding out from that stanking breath, coal Black Pervert, mathy jane was reduced to marrying, for his benefits.

Plus mathy jane was such a known stank 'hoe, no decent man was ever going to marry or remain married, to her, under any circumstances.

Strangely, oddly, I am not mad, not one bit, because the "What Ifs" hit me. Dear LORD, thank you!

What if that low, immoral, psychotic, color struck, sadistic, cruel , whore , had actually loved me?

No, I am not a victim, nor have I ever tried to play one.

True, I am OLD, now. Simply worn out, spent, not lazy. Not trifling, scheming, or playing "head games". I'm just Life-ing, as best I can.

I am not a complainer. I do play the cards I'm dealt. Yes, my own mother dealt me the worse hand possible, and the old slut charged a tax for that.

If I am the loser, the whiner, maggots claim I am, why did I graduate from college at the top of my class? Why was I up by four thirty, every morning, hitting the "Death Ways" for thirty years?

Am I labeled a whiner, a complainer, a loser because I still can't stand up to a bully?

The only people that have ever been overly concerned with my complexion, have all been envious, and jealous of my great intelligence, and artistic gifts.

So what?

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"ONCE MO' and again LAWD! " Here I am on my knees, begging, needing 'nother faber (favor). Yes, I done messed up again! Found myself in deep trouble , again! Well, that is what that low slut, that birthed me, martha jane walters, thought, believed, preached and claimed that was the only life I deserved to live! Why? Said I was a just a " luddle black bastard", a "crumb snatcher". Yes, that low whore for satan claimed that her "color" and hair texture , proved s/he was Blessed! Could do anything s/he fucking pleased, as long as s/he pleased, and never get caught. And if s/he got caught, you would fucking "Rue the day" , you opened your fucking, dumb ass mouth, to complain. HORROR UNLEASHED! So What!? That low slutty, mathy jane , got exactly what s/he deserved! Died in Disgrace! A fucking Coward! A low life, lying, envious, jealous, greedy, carnal, despicable imp! There is no excuse for so called "Christians" like...

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My LORD! Thank You!!! Of course I'm humbled! Grateful for your tender mercies, vision, commandments, Truth, SPIRIT! Thank You for Delivering me from my "birthER", and all evildoers, like her. I'm not only humbled, I'm pure Flabergasted! Who knew martha jane walters was such a Succubus? Such a predatory, pathological liar? Such an un-stoppable, sexual Pervert? GOD knew! My protector, my Spirit guide, knew. "A double minded wo/man is unstable, in all her ways." martha was certainly an ignorant brute, always. I never knew her to not scream, holler, pitch fits, scheme, hog, rob, steal, rape or lie. Definitely always a disgusting wo/man that cited white skin privilege for every atroscity, the low whore, gleefully committed. Far too many people seemed to be charmed by her, or extremely terrified. "All smoke and mirrors". martha was always pure fake, pure sadistic, malignant narcissist. Yes, always demon possessed! Always devious, violent, angry...

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