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Be With Me Jesus. ***BEAMING***

Yes LORD, You are still AWESOME!
Thank You for placing ROME WALTERS in my life,  early!
Thank You for that wise sage that taught me to never lie, Period!
All lies are tools of evil, always committed by jealous, envious, greedy, immoral, manipulative , "Color Struck" imps.
People that are weak, seek strength from destroying others. (djt's and other bullies)
No, they refuse to judge people by character.  Color is preferable,  and easier to them.
Yes, they demand to use skin pigmentation,  because inside they are just as putrid, highly dishonest, predatory, sneaky, and untrustworthy as the whites they worship.
Wait, they know! They know full well they are ignorant, full of mischief, and sadistic. Yes, all liars are bullies, inwardly cowards, raging with jealousy.
No, they refuse to be satisfied or happy.
No, they shall never compliment you for your gifts,  and talents because the resent you, hate you for possessing such stunning gifts, while you are so BLACK!
"Gird up your loins!".  Be ready for the instant insults,  they call jokes. Expect everything you do to be ridiculed, hidden away, ultimately destroyed. 
Expect to be "put away",  like some Leper, a burden , an unwanted "blabber mouth",  that has lived much too long.
Remember now, when people choose, and rank by color, the dark ones shall always be scorned, blamed, lied on, just so the"lighter ones" can brag about their "whiteness".
No, character means nothing to them! You can be an incestuous/pedophile , "Root Worker", robber, rapist, if your skin is Alabaster white.
No, there is nothing you can do ,  when your loved ones, family and friends,  are determined to value and treat you by your color.
They scoff your honesty. Call you stupid for ever  believing them. They have never read the Bible, brag about how they've never had to.
Sure, it's sad, but it is my reality.
Born into the clutches of a sick, sadistic, psychotic, Malignant Narcissist, I'm still blamed.  Hated! Still held to a much higher standard.
So called, ignorant ass, unread Christians,  have always berated me, Mocked me! Celebrated all my losses! 

#1- A low life, "mother" that deliberately tormented me, sexually, physically, mentally,  emotionally, spiritually, and financially,   from my "Illegitimate" birth. ("Come by here LORD, somebody needs you.")

#2- Being hated,   shunned, blamed,  and "Explained away",  by everyone I know for being the "family snitch". (No, that's not the reason, it is the excuse.)

#3- Hated, ignored, shunned for refusing to be some light skinned reprobate's "Beard". World, I'm sorry, I couldn't do it. No, I never found him to be that good looking. Perhaps I did think he was "fine",  for a moment or two. But s/he was JD Vance,  decades before JD Vance. No one could keep his closet ass out of the Church. He was a "normal Gay guy", ushered, kept his unread, unopened Bible,  on display, in the back window of his ragged ass Mercedes.
He pretended to be a staunch Christian Man, a MOG, (Man of GOD). While s/he was my "mother's"twin. Was just as jealous of me,  and hated my guts, just like my "mother". Wanted to see me dead! Miserable! Destitute for her own purposes,  and a laugh. My instant demise would prove what a great "Root Worker" s/he was.
Planned to use me, take all my money,  and enslave me, just like my "mother"! The whore even said it out loud;"YOU'RE TOO BLACK! YOU BETTER BE GLAD I MARRIED YOU!"
World, this was from a "man",  so ignorant, so intellectually challenged, he attended Tuskegee and Morgan State for eight years, and earned NOTHING!
Wasted eight years of his life! S/he remains un-teachable , un-coachable, another loud , ignorant djt bully.
While I am definitely still struggling in a Color Struck World, I refuse to surrender to pathological, predatory liars. People that hate me because they are demon possessed, jealous, envious, greedy, destructive bullies.
***
The more manipulative liars,  lie, the more they have to lie. The more manipulative, evil, greedy,  liars rage, the more the have to rage.
Yes, they are bullies! Age,  and condition of servitude mean nothing to them. The more they "get over", the more they demand to get over. Then they laugh.
That swine of a mother stalked me for sixty-two years, pretending to love , and care about me. Knowing full well s/he HATED MY GUTS. 
martha jane walters was beyond devious, s/he was DEMONIC!
So,  who wants to keep such a creature,  a family secret? Those that still (secretly) admire her.   Those  that put her white, reptilion skin, over her deeds. Those still bragging; "My mother was an ordained pastor."
One thing about it, and it shall never change; we all have Free Will!
At seventy -three, I still refuse to lie for liars. My strength,  and courage, when it comes to dealing with bullies, liars, closet tormentors,  must come from the LORD.
I'm tired and worn out.
"Father, I stretch my hand to thee. If You withdraw your hand from me, where, oh where shall I go?"
BEAMING!!! (Anyway)


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