IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

DON'T PUSH ME! I'm laughing my Black ass off! AWESOME! Not only am I laughing, BEAMING, Bragging, Talking! Telling! Exposing! I'm HAPPY!!! No, it is nothing I did...nothing. I am DELIVERED !  DELIVERED from an "ordained pastor/Prostitute", ! a "mother"! The daughter of Jerome and Rachel Walters. A sister, aunt, cousin, a "Loved one". A complete DEMON! An Evil, predatory, pathological liar! Another racist "hatemonger".  Another jealous, Incestuous/Pedophile, "Root Worker". An unrepentant "Color Struck" imp. So what!? The low SLUT died  another broke, angry, empty, foul, disgusting, fake "Christian". Anyone that hates me,  for hating  the wo/man that seriously (secretly) hated me , and stalked me (Us),  with a vengeance  for sixty-two years, can K my A! DELIVERED! World! The HOLY SPIRIT  set me FREE! *********PRIVATE NOTES********* "BEAMING! Feeling WONDERful! That low SLUT is in the ground!!!What an E...

Music is my medicine! How wonderful! There can be no betterway to heal.  I know I love all Christmas music, from classical to Country.  Not just for the joy great melodies but, the great memories. BEAMING!

This be me! No, I'm not complaining, just reminiscing. Reflecting on the "Good Times". That very brief time of  childhood "Innocence",  far too many are robbed of. . Yes, brief, shorter than a vapor.  The ravenous wolves that pre date us are delirious, salivating at the mouth, demanding more of US surrender, just give up. They must "Win!". Drunk with white testosterone , far too much wealth, not one scruple, moral compass crashed and burned upon their "birth".  It is obvious that the greedy , predatory,  pathological liars,  have colluded with the "Billionaires" to rob all of US.  So what? When s/he's, they, them, Christian Nationalists, have  won, have total control, when this World succumbs to WWIII, then what? Dear Children, at the longest your precious life is far too short to worry about things you have no control of. So, in the "Mean Time"; LIVE, LAUGH , LOVE!!! BEAMING!!!

My Heart is Smiling! Thank You HOLY SPIRIT! Jesus told US; know your Truth , and be set FREE! My Truth; a Mongrel Monstrosity birthed me, begrudged me, actually hated Me, Us, every person of color,  s/he ever knew,  or  ever met, for her entire,  too long life! Her twin is the so called potus. So what? He's just j as perverted, vacuous, envious, jealous, greedy,  and demon possessed. While s/he is bragging, seriously thinking he is winning, that he can't be stopped, just remember; "GOD sits high and (HE) looks low." Well, that is what my "BirthER", rev martha watson taught me. I believed her!  World, a wo/man named martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux, came to this Good Earth,  and "cut the demonic fool!", for Eighty-eight Years! My LORD from Zion! That wo/man was Legion! (Legion was that demon that was held,  and chained in a cave),   s/he escaped,  and lived the MOST WICKED DEPRAVED LIFE, unimaginable,  until h...

Still BEAMING! Thank you GrandDADDY! Thank you for "Standing in the Gap"! Thank you for your sacrifice, wisdom, courage, and AUDACITY!  Thank you for teaching me, us, by example.

What did Jesus teach us? "Know ye the Truth and the Truth shall  Set You FREE!" The (my) first Truth; there exists only One Race, The HUMAN RACE! How dare you pretend to believe skin pigmentation,  is an indicator of anything. Yes, pretend, you have to pretend because  it is impossible to be so stupid.   Ranking, grading, persecuting, terrorizing, enslaving fellow human beings by color, gender, and financial status, just because you can. My second Truth; Trust No One! "Ye shall know them by their fruit, their deeds."  It is obviious to any critical thinking person, this once great country of the United States,  now belongs to Russia! The deed is done. The Democrats (Rats) failed us. WE THE PEOPLE are doomed. Amerikkka shall go out in a blaze of hot putrid racism , sexism, greed,  and pathetic stupidity. So what? "Many are called, few are chosen." All I know, is all I know. I introduced this song to my Eight graders, while teaching social studies ,...

BEAMING! Dear Children of the Most High, please know, no matter what it looks like, you are not forsaken! It is impossible! It can't happen! Not if you know "you". Not if you know your heart. Not if you know you can, now, and always have,  been led by The HOLY SPIRIT! Please practice critical thinking! Please dare to know "Your Truth"! Not only know what happened to you, refuse to accept your abuser's abuse, their secret , clandestine, covert sabotage. STOP IT! World, it took t rump to snatch my blinders off.  I was true blue, sold out for Christ! Attended Church without fail for years and years! Paid dearly in Tithes and Offerings! Volunteered! I was "IN". I loved IT! My "mother" was an ordained preacher, AMEZ (African Methodist Episcopal Zion), Simon Temple, on Yadkin Road, in Fayetteville, North Carolina. HORROR UNLEASHED!My "mother" was a madame, a prostitute that preached well.  My LORD My LORD! THANK YOU FOR DELIVERING ME!...

Dear Friends and Family, there shall come a time when we all have to leave here.  "You got to left heah! Didn't come here to stay always." Said my brilliant GrandFather :Rome Walters. My GrandFather was the wisest man I've ever known.  An incredibly wise sage. No, he didn't talk much but, when he talked, he Taught! I am so glad I recognized his wisdom, compassion , tenderness,  and true righteousness,  from the moment that low life creature,  that birthed me, abandoned me,  until s/he realized I was worth an allotment check from "Duh Give-a-Mint". World, just like djt, mjw was NOT going to listen! Worse,  you were going to pay dearly,  for the rest of your  natural  life! "Stand up to get knocked down!" "Get IT through your thick ass skull! How can you win when your mother, the "BirthER" is your TORMENTOR! World, watch and pray! WE THE PEOPLE  are in Trouble! WE THE PEOPLE are standing in the need of prayer. No, the evildoers are...

WORLD, this is me...totally.  In my seventy-three plus years,  I do look back periodically,  and have to laugh. Sure is  "Funny" how something once known to be devastating, is now "humorous".   Number one,  and most importantly, most of the "suffering" I've experienced has been totally unnecessary. Most  of the evil, plots, schemes, lodged against me were from my own "mother"! A stank whore that missed every boat of salvation The HOLY SPIRIT  sent her way because s/he was Unworthy! Too lying! Too greedy, selfish, immoral, carnal but mostly ignorant. The  direct result of ignorance, jealousy, white supremacy, white male dominance,  imps,  with no more morals than a stray cat or dog. Imps determined to have their "perversion" , and be accepted by "Society" too. Stupid, stupid people that are still forcing, trying to force,  the most INHUMAN , Diabolical System of  enslavement,  upon the Righteous! Yes, they are Tox...

BORN into the disturbing clutches of a Diabolically evil Cretin, GOD/ THE HOLY SPIRIT,   has always guided me. Protected me, us, from her worse. For all (GOD's) Tender Mercies , I am eternally grateful.  martha was always  exceptionally evil, you could call IT Dynamic. BOTH DIABOLICAL AS WELL AS DYNAMIC! Proof is,  s/he , (like t rump) always escaped capture, escaped justice, retribution,  and lived gleefully "among us", the most corrupt, sadistic, selfish,  "Bottom feeder",  to ever inherit this good  Earth in thousands of years. Yes, I'm still in shock; learning my truth. World, the wo/man that birthed me, pre-hated me, found me to be REPREHENSIBLE , something to be destroyed, bit by bit. A "Black bastard" sent to  burden her white privileged life.   Said it, told me,  everyday for sixty-two years. Digging up "Graveyard Dirt" to chunk on me, on us, was never enough for martha. s/he had to see! Demanded to watch us suffer...

Yes, too many tears, far too many tears were shed , and are still being shed for one wo/man; martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux; HORROR UNLEASHED! All of us, this entire World remains under the influence of a relatively small group of sadistic, predatory demons. Why? Does satan rule? s/he obviously thinks so. I know martha was never worried about her strength and power. So much so, the low ignorant whore used to brag about it. For sixty-two years I was forced to listen to her daily brag about her white complexion, straight hair, and flat ass. Yes, flat ass!  Dumb, deliberately ignorant, racist mathyjane pretended to believe, her flat ass was proof of her "superior" European genes. Yes World, my "birthER" was a Nig GER! Worshipped at the feet of "White Supremacy".  Was completely immoral! Was definite-ly t rump's twin. What ever t rump has, my birthER, martha jane walters, had IT! Yet, I'm BEAMING! RESCUED! DELIVERED! THANK YOU JESU...

YesterFools in love! AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Not only is today the anniversary of Elvis' birth but, another mighty good day to be LIFE- ING! LIFE-ING and LEARNING!  Recognizing, acknowledging, interpreting, paying attention, SELF LOVING! SELF LOVING  is the hardest for dark skinned children born branded, unwanted, unwelcome.  Please imagine being deeply hated and highly resented by your own "mother"? Well, it happens, a great deal more than people care to know. Worse, some perverted imps are just "intelligent" enough,  to know,  feigning deep religion, engaging in extreme Evangelical style preaching, while practicing voodoo , conjure, prostitution, plotting, robbing , raping,  terrorizing with clandestine schemes,  is the way to go. That was mjw, my "birthER". Something "Rotten to the core"!; from birth! Stole the pennies off of her dead grandfather's eyes! Set Grandma Mary on fire! Smashed puppies between bricks for fun! What was a fa...