You Don't Know Me - Ray Charles 1962 SOMEONE JUST TOLD ME TO GO AHEAD AND DIE

One thing about death, that is something we don't get to choose. It is indeed more than heartbreaking when someone you would really die for, wants to see you dead, immediately.

Wow! You can't pretend that doesn't hurt.

"When I'm dead, I'm done."

I wonder if I will be able to haunt people?

I know one thing, I shall always resist abuse.

There is one thing true about every malignant narcissist, they are always "Color Struck". They deliberately save their greatest "sneak" attacks for the elderly, the infirm. People that can't fight back.

My brain is shrinking rapidly but, even I know, when a person knows, that they are being an evil, savage, jealous bully!

I never met a liar that loved lying. As a matter of fact, it makes them mad, evil-er.

Cruel is cruel. I wouldn't practice it on a dog. Lies can't be made true and the people that hate me shall never love me.

All I know is, I got beat up today! Crucified! Spat on! Hated on! Villified!

I'm just a pile of nothing! I need to be put away! Where can I go? Who wants me? I'm a burden with a lot of good ideas, untaped knowledge from books I read, and tried to share.

I still have so many great stories that need to be told.

I can't stop aging, writing, thinking or "knowing". Am i scared? Did I fear? Of couse I did. So what? Jesus will Fix IT!

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The Allman Brothers Band - Whipping Post (Lyric Video)

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "This is the day the LORD has made, rejoice and be glad in it." No matter the outcome of this prolonged misery, hatred, lies, division, greed, and carnal lust, you MUST LIVELAUGHLOVE! Please! Do not waste one moment of your potential happiness, trying to please some one that secretly hates you. Please stop trying to "earn" the love of a "loved one", clearly unworthy. Lean in, if you don't, you shall be devoured. No, your pastor shall not tell you or alert you. Why? Few pastors have any sincere interest on helping their fellow man, above themselves. Few "families" shall ever encourage the abuser to share their horror stories. Brainwashed and deliberately degraded by their abusers, for decades, how can they? If you are forced, by your abuser , to pretend to wear "Rose Colored Glasses", that "what happened, NEVER happened". And even if if did happen, it wasn't her fault. "You wanted i...

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AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! What do evil doers do , when they get caught red handed? They RAGE! They Lie! They blame! They "Cut-the-evil-demonic-fool"! They cut, they shoot, bludgeon! Crucify! Mainly, they DENY! DENY! DENEY! Then they turn to extreme hate! They block you! Take all your fiends, foes and family. They laugh! They brag about how ell they are winnining. Yes, they love to pick on children, infants, the poor, the elderly and most certainly , all Messengers of GOD's Holy Truth. They run for Conjure! Wo/men like my "birther", shake "Dust". Low, fallen whores , like my "mother", would rather wipe their filthy, nasty, stanking ass, in a letter, and mail it to her only daughter, before they will dare humble themselves and ever admit the Truth. Skanks! Low skanks! Refuse to read! Refuse to study! Thieves! Thieves , still too vacuous to know what they stole. They say ; "Misery loves company". Lies you tell; Misery, MAKES comp...

Johnny Jones & The Johnny Jones Singers 1972

Thank You for My "R's" LORD! Redeemed! Rejoicing! Radiant! Radical! Rare! Rebel! Refined! Regal! Relentless! Resilient! RESPLENDENT! Righteous! Royalty! REMNAT of ROME WALTERS Route#1, Box#11 Godwin, (Wade) NC. Lean in! IT is important that you know, you are not forsaken. Years and years of struggle, fighting for the right to exist has strengthen Me! Made Me strong. Those that wish to rebuke Me for My poverty have no idea what true wealth is. My wealth is in my long legacy. My wealth is in My old arthritic fingertips. Much wealth is hidden behind cataracts . Yes, I came to this good Earth over seventy-one and a half years ago. Pre-HATED! Stalked and persecuted by my own "mother" for sixty=two years! Why? Pride. mjw was one low fallen wo/man that was never getting up. mjw was HORROR UNLEASHED! mjw was and old uncle tom, a volunteer house nigger. No, mjw like most people never cared about anyone else. s/he was extremely clamourous! Loud! Vulgar and s/he had a v...

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