IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Dear Children of the Most High GOD, please know that you are not forsaken. While , for  far too many of US, the road has been extremely hard.  You NEVER have to believe your abuser's lies,  that you are forsaken. WE were never forsaken or left alone. Yes, WE shared a "mother", a birther , that was truly BIPOLAR! One minute a Jesus Lover, then on the turn of a dime, an INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE ROOT WORKER!  RACIST! COLOR STRUCK (so s/he claimed). While mjw was good sometime, s/he was extremely evil all of the time. mjw was the one that earned the reputation for being and untrustworthy, nasty whore, yet it was the the "Goody -two-shoes" s/he hated. "Goody-two-shoes" was one of the many names s/he deliberately, callously , assigned to me. Always called me stupid for practicing "honesty". I was confused; be honest and lose the "love" of my "mother" or just do what the LORD Jesus Christ planted in my heart,  before that imp enslave...

Yes, Dear Children of the Most High GOD,  I was mortally wounded, raped, ruined, robbed , by a demon,  so diabolical,  few people have the courage to face.  Yes, World the evil demonic "con-glob-eration" that cleverly, covertly, and cruelly , held me in her clutches,  was NEVER any ordinary "nigger". (Nigger as in imp, color , or race have no place here),  The fact is , that hue-man flesh named martha jane walters, summoned satan very early in her long, long  life. Devoted Eighty-Eight Years of her horrid, miserable, perverted life to serving satan. Any and everything, sadistic, deplorable, and HORRID! When martha left her demonic haven , her "home", you better believe s/he was ladened with "goofer dust", soaked in Hoyt's Colongue and over zealous to commit every sin , known and unknown to mankind before s/he departed this Earth. It BACKFIRED Big Time! Not only does martha's final demise bring me Peace, the knowledge that , that common, p...

Yes! My LORD is still AWESOME and I'm still BEAMING! I came to this good Earth, UNWANTED! Pre-hated by my own sick, psychotic, sadistic, demon possessed birth "mother", martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux. So? I have Never been forsaken! I have Never had to beg bread. Now, that old horrid, secret,  depraved "root working",  raping, robbing, looting, deliberate destroyer , is finally Rotting in her sad, sadistic, unrepentant grave! The same grave s/he dared me to piss on when s/he died.  I was fifty-eight, finally gained the courage to confront her concerning the horrific bloody rape,  I endured at her hands! Yes, World that sick,  depraved wo/man,  and her flying monkey of a husband , viciously RAPED Me when I was eight years old! Eight years old! No, I wasn't retarded. I was legally blind but   was by no means stupid.   The low life perverts refused to spend their money to get me any glasses. After all , who was I? I had...

BEAMING!!! GRINNING!!! Yes, My Life is AWESOME! Why? The Dear LORD, The HOLY SPIRIT snatched me from the clutches of the lowest, most depraved, demon possessed,  hue-being to ever wear my "birther's" skin! GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYY! World, all of my first memories of that {secret} closeted Monster, that confused Mongrel, more masculine than most men, are horrific. The fact that I am not some where rubbing shit in my hair is a testament of the Good LORD! Yes I'm Jubilent ! Excited! Renewed! Yes, I am BEAMING! World I just want you to know MY GOD, My LORD, The HOLY SPIRIT rescued me ! Loosed Me! Now, that old lying skank, that envious, jealous sea hag , that wore my "mother's" skin for years and years can finally ROT! BEAMING!!! *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* Tuesday, July 27, 2021

Dear Children of the Most High, dear fellow Christ Lovers, Truth Tellers, the Anointed and the severely abused; You are Not Forsaken!  GOD has not, nor will The HOLY SPIRIT,  ever leave or forsake You! Why? I can't speak for others, so I shall just Proclaim, Announce, Shout for Myself; "NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL EVER PROSPER!" If some half witted, wicked, demon possessed, ignorant, yalla nigga winch,  wants to play "home made witch doctor"; so be it! For Eighty-Eight Years mjw boasted of her ability to swindle, bully, intimidate, confuse, scramble muthafucking brains, while preaching every Sunday! Just mocking GOD! Now, the dumb slut is dead, did everything in Eighty-Eighty Years known and unknown to primitive, backstabbing, lying , lecherous , carnal, color struck, racist, swine-wo/man kind. Now, "Time is of the Essence"!  I must fix Me! I must permit The HOLY SPIRIT to build Me up where this World, this place, has deliberately torn me down.  ...

Dear LORD, Thank YOU for this Wonderful Day. Truly a Magic Monday!  Thank You for sparing Me, delivering Me from the claws, the clutches , of what has to be the evilest, most maniacal, depraved, carnal, sadistic, psycho- sociopath ,  that ever slithered on this good Earth.   Cleverly disguising her pathological lying, bipolar, wicked, jealous, envious, "root working", promiscuous, nymphomaniac  ass, as a loving mother,  (that committed INCEST because s/he not so secretly disagreed with GOD and her father),  daughter, sister, aunt, cousin, friend, confidant. World, that wo/man martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoreaux WAS NONE OF THOSE THINGS !  EVER!!! NOT IN THE ENTIRE EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS satan, lucifer, ole slew foot , wore my "birther's" skin, slithering, stalking, fake preaching. The Beauty is, ...I have to tell You! For it is written. I am compelled! I have no choice. Jesus said :"Know ye the Truth, the Truth shall set you Free!" GOOD...

PRAISE THE LORD!!! Yes GOD is still AWESOME!!!