IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

"Failure to plan is a plan  to fail! "  You can't live a life of lying, immorality, brutality, incest, pedophilia, witchcraft , stalking, blessing blocking and declare your fake "ordination" got you covered.  No such thing!  You know better! You are just despicable! Untrustworthy! Lying! Lazy! Envious! Jealous! Horrid!  "Look well to your going, your coming in your going out." Facts taught to Me very early in my long life by My grandfather.  Your father, facts you were determined to disobey without accepting responsibility.  You and you alone could make your bed hard and nobody better not ever so much as mumble! No matter the consequences, always tell the Truth and Never, never lie for liars!  Born into the clutches of an ignorant, pathological liar seventy years ago,  I learned the hard way, GOD/The HOLY SPIRIT is real!  There is nothing any evildoer can do to you that will  ever prosper. Sure, they can secretly commit sick, sadist...

BEAMING!!! Up early twerking on a dead demon's unrepentant grave Stunting on a deadbeat dad, a worthless pathological liar,  an ignorant, color struck, illiterate hater A so called "man" that loved to sleep with men on the sly, A stupid idiot that sincerely believed riding a Bible in the back window of his car,  faithfully attending church,  and tithing was some protection and he was smart enough, cunning, manipulative enough to slither on GOD's good Earth a vile predator Deliberately skinning and grinning, always lying and denying. Always lazy , yet envious. A damn sissified muthafucker too scared to fight fair, a coward so pathetic,  Truth telling has never entered his "closet homosexual "mind Just want to thank you for standing on the top steps of my house thirty seven years ago, Taunting Me for not being a man, for not having a big Dick,  secretly hating me for not being *Sam You laughed, took every thing that you did not physically destroy You danced yo...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh It's alrightttttttttttt up early once again Dancing on the dead head of an unrepentant , mongrel monstrosity! Old stanking 'ho had eleven children that s/he completely decimated! But,  it's alright because GOD saves! Yes, Yes, Yes! Yes the low 'ho Murdered her own daddy! Blew all his money and deliberately sullied GOD's name But, It's alright because GOD saves! My GOD loves me for real I don't lie for liars I refuse to fear anyone wicked enough to chuck their "goofer dust" on me Oh it is indeed alright Saved! Restored! Resilient  Radiant! Radical! Ready! Refined! Regale! Rejoicing! Resonate!  *RESPLENDENT! Rhapsodic! ROYAL! BEAMING!!! *********THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES********* Saturday, November 20, 2021

BEAMING! FLOATING! DELIVERED! LORD I Thank You! "My LORD, My LORD!" There is none so dumb, so lost, so burdensome than an imp, turned psychotic monster , turned ordained minister, refuses to hear, to obey, to ever tell the Truth and most of all, to sit her "stanking", demon possessed ,  PERVERTED ass down! Wo/man! Wo/man! Just who, what, did YOU think you were fooling? Just because you had nerve enough, was dumb enough, wicked enough, god forsaken enough , to go down on a murdered man's grave,  seeking demonic power,  your entire wicked, low life, it doesn't mean you got it, ever had it or had sense enough to use it. What you got , what you reaped,   stanking maggot. was Shame!   No, no shame,  from you of course, shame from your victims. (You were always so stupid, so fallen, you were proud.)  Low slut for satan, your damn dirt , dug off of a grave,  never had any power. You never had any power Pervert!!!   What you were, an A...

Ova'here 'twerking' again! Yes! World I'm having an absolute ball dancing on that dead, unrepentant mongrel monster's grave. "Just a little bit" ; that is all I, We , ever wanted. Six (Black) children born into the clutches of one of the lowest, commonest, coldest, most sadistic, emasculating slutty THOTS (that hoe out there) to ever slither on this good Earth far too long. Yes LORD, I do thank You for the 'BackFire". That low whore wasted her life early, was caught screwing a grown ass man when s/he was eight years old. Another guarded family secret.  My LORD, My LORD, the Truth has been revealed! That low slut mathy jane walters was a born DEMON! HORROR UNLEASHED! I will NOT honor her! I refuse to fear that dead disease! I'm finally enjoying Myself! Living My best life ! Thank You Jesus for leading, guiding and protecting Me, Mine! Always! BEAMING!!! *********THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES********* Monday, November 16,2021

Ova' here having a funky good time dancing on another unrepentant,  fake Christian , ordained pastor's  dead ass grave. Fake Eastern Star, fake  wife,fake  sister,fake  daughter, fake mother, fake pastor, fake friend. Racist, color struck, ignorant, demon possessed, pathological lying, thieving, immoral, sadistic , psychotic fe/male dog! World, how? How could such a creature stalk, confuse, constrain, make miserable,  so many people, (secretly)  for Eighty-Eight years,  and the "Church", her family, her friends remain silent? Somebody lying! Far too many saved, sanctified Christians ain't shit!  Somebody is terrified! Far too many people have zero faith in The HOLY SPIRIT which is evidenced by so many creatures like My "birther" being   honored. Recognized, revered, respected, regarded as something to be feared and never questioned. GOD said No!  Any fool , fool enough to preach repentance , then refuse it, "has my sympathies"....

BEAM! Will you please stand up! Speak up! Stop being a defeated, emasculated worm for pathological liars! Why are you lying, still honoring someone that obviously hated you? Are you really that broken, confused, without hope? Just remember this; if one lie is in it, GOD is not in it. Yes study, stay in [HIS] Word! Live right, do right! Repent! Stop lying for dead liars that never had anything but rank hatred for you.  In the mighty name of Jesus CHRIST I pray. Be richly , Abundantly Blessed as You honor GOD with the pure Truth! *********THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES********* Friday, November 12, 2021

"It is what it is." Period. No, it is not what it ain't. You can put lipstick on a pig, that don't make the ugly hog a prom queen. Well, ...once again I am trying to warn this World about low life, immoral creatures like my "birther".  World, prepare your hearts and mind to be polluted, fouled, soiled by my testimony. Foul!Foul! Foul!  All I can do is shake my head. Not only was the fe/male that birthed me common, s/he was Low Common!  Unusually highly demon possessed.  FACTS! Facts that low life maggot whore devoted EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS to "quietly" committing atrocity after atrocity , after one horrid act of demonology after another.  All  while playing saved, sanctified and on her way to heaven! ( Stankin'ho was never more than lucifer wearing my "mother's" skin.) No such thing, just another nasty, carnal, ignorant, demon possessed , selfish,  greedy,envious, racist, color struck,  "root working",  fallen whore. A Thang...

Owwwwwwww! In My groove. Ova'here rejoicig like a ***************! Sometimes just knowing you did the right thing for the innocent , is the greatest reward. That was my GrandDADDY!   (Our Quiet Hero) I hear you granddaddy! Heed your wisdom and warnings every day! I just want to thank you. Yes, I'm bragging because I know that it was your fervent prayers that kept Me from committing a carefully planned, well deserved , justifiable homicide,  on this exact date, (November 11, 1984) Thirty-seven years ago I came within seconds of ending a sorry muthafucker's, sorry, muthafuckin' , closet,  faggot life!  While I'm sure that simple, retarded, country, sissyfied, mentally challenged, poorly educated, cretin,  thought I suddenly snapped. No such thing ! My anger was by then deep seeded rage, resentment and  an "Emotional shit hemmorage"! Yes! I saw Blood! Demanded Blood! Considered ways to suddenly eliminate this "piece of shit" ! A worm I accidentally ...

It really isn't about how much this World likes you, it is about how much you love you.   Do you love yourself enough to stand up for yourself? Are you willing to permit ignorant imps,  to call you out of your name? A Bastard! ? A Black Bastard! ? Do you really, have you ever,  believed skin color, mere pigmentation,   contributes to low character, immorality?  Lies! Lies, lies, lies and more lies,  from an ignorant, loud, clamorous , immoral, untrustworthy, carnal, sadistic imp! A low life Jezebel/Cain spirited whore,  that lacked the courage or morals of a common maggot. It is what it is!" The Truth is the Truth,  and the Truth shall set you Free! "No, Miss Mam , no miss "homemade sin", no miss bottom feeder  ! You shall NOT get away! Your phony preaching can 't save you. Your mountain of lies are crushing you.  Anyone that believes your skin color and hair texture,  gave you the right to live that horrid life of Incest!...

Sending my brother ; Billy Elijah Doster a very Happy Birthday! Dear "Baby Brother Billy" be Abundantly Blessed, completely Healed from the top of your head to the bottom of feet! Do not drown in your own tears because you were born into misery. Dear Billy, s/he was a curse.        REBUKE her! Rebuke all demon possessed liars. Know your Truth and set yourself Free! BEAMING!!! *********THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES********* Friday, November 5, 2021

First of all ; "Giving honor to GOD , who is the head of My life. " Yes World,  I am trembling! In complete Awe.  While My "birther" did deliberately, quite successfully,  deprive me of My daddy, a daddy, a father figure that wasn't a pervert. GOD made sure I had one! So what? s/he is dead now. For sixty-two years that volunteer for satan,  stalked me,  blocking Me of My Joy, Peace,  Understanding, financial and physical wealth. Why? The ignorant slut never wanted to have me. I was "bait", "collateral damage", a meal ticket. If nothing else a "sex toy", personal maid and footstool. Why? s/he martha jane walters was a low racist, a color struck slut for satan. Why s/he chose satan over GOD,  can be debated. No matter , it is all good, all of mjw's brilliant plots backfired. Why? My GrandDADDY! Sure that closet viper heaped excruciating pain on Me, on the entire Walters family  for decade after decade.  However, s/he could NOT dep...