IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

No, it can't be done How do you stop a clamorous bully from bullying? You can't but, Almighty GOD can GOD can do anything but fail Pray for the Pathological Liar that will bludgeon you with a zillion "blows", before her pride will ever let her admit the Truth about anything. Yes, Karma shall devour the Blessing Blockers too Those that still pretend , whatever they "pretend to pretend", just so they can look in the mirror No, I did not come here to prove to one single sub-hueman that  GOD sent Me And NO I AM NOT ASHAMED!!! STOP PRETENDING YOU THINK I"M ASHAMED! STOP PRETENDING I'M A WORTHLESS BURDEN WHILE DISMISSING AND MOCKING MY GIFTS! Do NOT attempt to punish Me for having Gifts GOD didn't give you What GOD has for YOU is for YOU! I am not tragically Black I am NOT a whiner Nor am I the "Snitch" My birth-ER made Me out to be What I am NOT is stupid Sure I'm Needy, a Burden, so were You! I'm Seventy plus years old, going down ...

Up early Shaking My Black Ass Pimping Twerking on a low unrepentant , so called ordained pastor's dead ass grave Mainly s/he was a  Root Worker  So? I'm still shaking My Big Fat Fine Ass Yes, the fake ass carnal, pathological demon possessed slut stalked Me for Sixty-two YEARS So? NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME CAN PROSPER! Let the cruel mock my blindness Laugh uproariously at  My shrinking brain Mock Me, Bludgeon Me, Characterize Me as too sensitive I don't know why you insist on mocking My pain, Trying to re-crucify Me, Making sure I know, you know, I know The pain is gone, all I have is Great Gain You are very late, Didn't anyone tell you? I'm BEAMING IN THE BACKFIRE!!! satan has every reason in the World to label you a fool satan and her sidecheek will spew that hot lies and venom on you Cry foul and blame you for bleeding on their shoe Do not waste your time begging the whore s/he shall NEVER change Those that love her always shall They will lie for her and beat y...

Baby Baby Baby Rejoice Rejoice Be glad you were not chosen Be glad you were never considered good enough for the color struck, unread, fake ass illiterates, That hog all the good seats Mock you and keep you out Keep you at a distance because You are dumb enough to always tell the Truth Yes, you are foolish enough to love freely, sincerely Tell me who is still so dumb, to falsely believe you (mjw)  came to save them? What's their name? What's their game? You can't win if you are not predatory, if you refuse to lie and steal Yes, the Bible tote-ERs and Quote-ERS The "Light Skinnnnn-duh- did" The low functioning, light skin brother or sustuh you call friend Yes, there are some jet black ones too Those that never have to crack a book,  if they are willing to suck a dick No, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, No,  You must NEVER tell You can't even act like you know Live in shame little Black girl born into the clutches of a sick, sadistic, incestuous pedophile, 'root...

Whoso ever will Let him come Why be predatory? Why be a habitual liar? Why be a deliberate tormentor and target your own loved ones? Why don't you know you have Free Will? Why are you so insecure? Why are you a bully? Why pick on the crucified? Why re-rape the raped? Why scream and fling insults from behind a keyboard> Why play "Hide and Seek"? Why play head games? Life is too short at the longest Why lie for a known liar? Why declare your undying love for a man that has to register as a SEX OFFENDER? Why don't you know IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER? GOD still sits high and looks low  Of course you can follow the crowd If that makes you comfortable Sure you can successfully block that dummy's blessings until she is dead and gone You can assault her verbally, periodically If it makes you feel better No Matter We all must do what We were dispatched to this good Earth to do Some will make many happy Some just a few Yes some were dispatched to HATE To slyly, clandestin...

Dear Children of the Most High GOD! Stop what you are doing,  "Lean in",  and immerse yourself in some of this Goodness! Holiness of My (deliberately) tortured Anointing! "Lean in" innocent Children,  Victims of Evil, Lascivious wo/men   Grab hold of Jesus' precious hand! Hold it close to your Heart! GOD LOVES YOU! JESUS LOVES YOU! Trust HIM! (Let Jesus wipe away your tears) Immoral creatures so Evil, So low, They PREACHED! PREACHED under "ordination" DIED Unrepentant! DIED demon possessed! DIED bragging about her "color" DIED proud of her thin straight hair DIED a proud Predator DIED a Sick, Sad, Jealous, Envious, Sadistic Viper! Wait before you cry for Me I'm BEAMING in the BACKFIRE! Now, it is your turn, you are one step from ALWAYS LIVING AND WALKING IN THE TRUTH! HOLD YOUR HEAD UP! BEAM!!!!!!!!! If You truly want to BEAM Never be too stubborn too full of Pride to apologize 1

I can hold My head up! Why? I refuse to lie and blessing block I refuse to be envious and jealous My Word is Gold! I keep it I don't have to  severely wound people that love me I don't have to call anyone names I don't have to threaten anyone with My absence I am NOT sadistic I get no pleasure inflicting,  pain then pretending I was unaware Yes, I do pray because I am hue-man I am fragile I am weak But My GOD is Strong and Mighty!

ad Be careful (of) which Team you volunteer to join Be careful (of) GOD's children that you choose to openly hate If I must be hated for always escaping the demonic clutches of My greatest hater,  martha jane walters so be it I would rather be hated and left out,  if I have to sit up and worship that thang Yes, I'm  up dancing, twerking on that DEAD slut's grave Having a Good Time Balling out of control Been on this good Earth too long and No bully,  no "high yalla",  incestuous, pedophile creep,  is going to ruin My life,  for the rest of My life Dear old DEAD demon, I'm doing just fine No, you are not around and I for one, am exceedingly glad Go on an ROT old stanking 'hoe ravenous , sneaky, UNREPENTANT dog jezebel whore No, I don't need you bitch! Yes, this song is dedicated to your foul, rotting ass Fake ass preacher Moldy, Maggot of a mother tried to destroy Me, you keep trying to steal My Joy because you are miserable wo/man you are miserable BEC...

I'm BEAMING! Not scheming! Am I mad? No! Not anymore, at first I was and for far too long, I'm sure I was. Born Beautiful, Brilliant, kind and loving but , tragically "Too Black" for My color struck birthER Good! I mean it! If you happen to be born into the clutches of a closet demon, a fe/male viper, a nasty ass, common ass haint, be glad if the slut hates You. Targets You for her greatest abuse. "Iron sharpens iron". You will grow stronger with each savage (secret) blow. You will grow stronger and as s/he proudly brags about her pale "frog belly" color, straight, stringy, thin hair,  you can look upon her with all the disgust s/he deserves. INCESTUOUS BITCH! PEDOPHILE! ROOT WORKER! SADISTIC SAVAGE! UNREPENTANT FAKE ORDAINED PASTOR! martha jane walters you are DEAD! Wonderfully and Marvelously DEAD! I, on the other hand, I'm: REDEEMED! REJOICING! RADIANT! RADICAL! RARE! REBELLIOUS! REFINED! REGAL! RELENTLESS! RESILIENT! RESPLENDENT! RIGHTEOUS!...

Dear World, Well wishers, Haters, Kit and Kin, friends I made,  and enemies that loved to hate Me, "Good-bye, I'm gone. I'm TIDE (Tired). For whatever reason a wo/man named martha jane walters birthed Me, and many, many more , just to torture and make her punching bags, footstools , dung under the bottom of her shoe. No, s/he was never a good person.  As a matter of fact, that s/he devil was always the exact opposite of what s/he very successfully convinced the world s/he was. I don't care how many people hate and shun Me for attempting to warn this world about the likes of such vermin; "It is what it is!"  My birthER , martha jane walters came to this good Earth and volunteered to become an original THOT (That Hoe Out There). I AM NOT ASHAMED! Only by the Grace of My GOD, My Jesus I escaped her clutches embedded deep in my skin for Sixty-two Years ! BEAMING! No cloaking and lying for demons , dead or alive ova'here!

Yes, it's Me again LORD up early, Thanking You for Your Tender Mercies for saving Me from A MONGREL! A sub-hue man, Homemade Beast! A two-legged Viper A whole Maggot! satan's sidepiece! Nothing but carnal waste planted on this good Earth to vex and destroy the righteous That is what that ole witch did for EVER While the low whore is indeed DEAD,  her Unrepented, Unrecognized EVIL is still in full affect So? No weapon formed against Me has ever prospered! No lie can live forever, nor can the deep fear and terror that old stank 'hoe established Why? Why mathy jane? Why did you choose to live such a despicable revolting life then try and force Me from the grave to Shut up NO!  It is NOT going to happen "Because it is written" No I am NOT destroyed! Your lecherous, carnal, sadistic, pathological lying ass shall NOT get away YOU and your kind shall be known, In the "Mean Time" just continue to ROT! BEAMING!

No, I don't beg anyone's pardon; you can hear Me or pretend to not understand me. Yes, you can join in laughing at My excruciating pain. But, what shall you gain? That Horrid mathy jane slithered on this good Earth for Eighty-seven years , Eleven months and twenty-three days, unable to hold her head up. A complete imp, reduced to doning sheep's clothing, clerical garb, just to fool the foolish. Ashamed of Herself!  Yes, the dummy ******* around and destroyed Herself.  Everything that fallen wo/men tried to do to Me, did BACKFIRE! Why? Pride! Could Not and would Not be wrong. Plus, s/he was a BULLY! Extremely clamorous and violent , when it suited her.  Sweet as a Honey Comb when it served her.  Wishy-washy, violent, impulsive but NEVER a child of GOD. Too jealous, envious, sadistic, immoral and putrid, though. Why? Ridiculous!  Why? NO ONE WOULD EVER STAND UP TO HER.  It didn't matter if you did.  You were going to get  cussed the **** out, cursed...

Well , We are "Here", finally a day of reckoning. No, there is no excuse for any family allowing, permitting, tolerating, excusing, cloaking,  for any wo/man,  as immoral, treacherous,  and demon possessed , as My birthER, martha jane walters. World, worse than that wo/man being ridiculously, extremely cruel, sadistic, carnal, common and just NASTY!  s/he volunteered! satan never sent for her lying, lazy, immoral ass.  That piece of vermin, closet viper, sought satan, hunted the mutha*********** down like the ravenous dog s/he was!  And dared anybody to ******** try and stop her. World, mathy was Legion and Legion was LOOSE! People, I can't help if that low life volunteer never came to repentance.  Don't blame Me, don't hate Me! It is called Consequences! KARMA! JUSTICE! Relief for those s/he made "Fatherless", twice.  A ravenous wolf that Refused to know the LORD Jesus Christ in the pardoning of her sins. That is her loss. I know the slut was as ...

Up early Rejoicing, again!  Praise the LORD! BEAMING! Marked safe from the dead , demonic hands of My birthER, martha jane walters,  a poor fallen wo/man the victim of her own greed, extreme ignorance, envy and jealousy for Eighty-Eight YEARS. A low, volunteer imp that died cursing the righteous, bragging that s/he alone had successfully mocked GOD, got away with committing  atrocity , after  sick, sadistic, savage atrocity for NINE DECADES! Yet, her I AM: REDEEMED! REJOICING! RADIANT! RADICAL! RARE! REBELLIOUS! REFINED! REGAL! RELENTLESS! RESILIENT! RESPLENDENT! RIGHTEOUS! ROYALTY! YES, I am Every word I listed but, most of all I am a REMNANT OF (J) ROME WALTERS! That fact alone makes Me Royalty!  GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! r

My Journey has been AWESOME! Every single minute. The love My grandfather, My GrandDADDY, ROME WALTERS,  always had for Me. I mean Always! Nothing but compliments!  Nothing but high Praise! Not one complaint, not one,  EVER!  Never one cross word, never one lie!  I know for a fact, Mr JeROME WALTERS always loved Me. He never had to feign or pretend. No, he was never too busy, and yes , he let me vent.  Why?  He was honest. He never had to resort to manipulative "head games". He never tried to guilt train Me into silence.  He NEVER said so much , NEVER so much as insinuated , what all of my relatives and friends have indicated, and tried to force upon Me, all my life.  "Why can't you just shut the ****up?"  "Why can't you let by-gones be by-gones?"  Why can't you pretend that low life, demon possessed, vile, incestuous pedophile was a good person, an ordained minister?"  "WHY CAN"T YOU JUST FORGET IT?"  "Why does anyone ...

Yes, GOD You are still AWESOME! Yes, LORD You are still My Only Protector! AWESOME!  AWESOME! AWESOME! Thank You for blessing me with their deep, secret, hatred and envy. I'm so glad they hated Me so much they had to show it. That "Thang" that was so confused about being the "Thang" he was. It seems, he was determined to be some poor woman's "huz-band". Some poor child's daddy, while being a secret Dick loving promiscuous 'hoe. You can't successfully do both, you damn idiot. I hope you were worth the **** to your many, many, many "lovers". You weren't **** to Me, you piece of ****! If you are so  Brave, so Smart, so "Light-Skin-da-did", why are you such a ****ing loser? Why do people still have to lie and cloak for your sorry ass? No lie is worth you, BIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

A personal letter written to My daughter. I do thank Almighty GOD that I am not writing her from a jail cell. I am also very proud to write this letter before I die. No, "We didn't come here to stay always."  No matter what, I shall not leave here ashamed, feeling any loss or defeat because the "Hand of Fate" dealt Me a lousy hand.  First, that low slut, common, sadistic, psychotic mathy jane that everyone feared for EVER, ***king taunted, vexed, stalked, enslaved Me, Us for her entire too long demon possessed life! After decades of narcissistic abuse , this low whore for satan hooks Me up with a fellow **GG**! A piece of pure scum, just as nasty, common and most of all lying. A complete Creep! Lame as a ****ing DEAD ROCK! We drove from Atlanta to Cairo , Georgia to attend his grandfather's funeral, this lame, vacuous piece of ****never opened his damn mouth! Silent as a pile rotting dog shit. I knew then I hated that closet bitch. No wonder the dumb ass ill...

Where were you when I needed you? Were you ashamed of my stab wounds? Did you hate Me because My birthER hated Me? Did My skin color really bother you that much? Were you ashamed of My low status? Just a classroom teacher with far too many preps Was it My clothes? My Afrocentric gear? Was I always too Loud? Just much too ignorant to be included among the "elite", the "well heeled", the white of course, the lighter the better Well, I didn't make Myself I didn't even give Myself the many Gifts and Talents that so many pretend to hate While many poorly educated, misinformed and "those not chosen" enjoyed, relished in the fact that I was  ALWAYS too black, too weird, was just another Black bastard , My grand DADDY didn't hate Me. My GrandDADDY was NEVER ashamed of Me! MY GRANDDADDY truly LOVED ME! AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! All I know is , that low sneaky, manipulative whore that birthed Me was a Blessing! Yes , a Blessing,  because if that low who...

BEAMING! BEAMING! BEAMING! Floating on air ain't touching ground nowhere Marked Safe and Sound Delivered from a Mongrel Monstrosity! Set free from the Deliberate vexation and  Deliberate Torture of the low fallen slut that birthed me An ignorant slut so low , so greedy, so immoral, so manipulative , s/he charged every child s/he birthed an extremely high Birth Tax World, the low fallen wo/man was so cold, cruel, ignorant and demon possessed , the low slut targeted Me Wrong move satan! Ova here BEAMING! still GIFTED! still TALENTED! Not only did the Menace to Society try desperately to completely destroy Me for over Seventy years The idiot "Homemade Root Worker" never tired of Blessing Blocking Me martha jane walters , as far as I'm concerned , you just another dead maggot, an uncle tom, a mammy, another house nigger I do thank you from the bottom of My heart for your sick, psychotic, savage, sadistic hate I do actually thank you for slithering up in the Church, succes...

Got My Music Got My Song  Got My Step Over here BEAMING Praising GOD for choosing Me Thank you for My Journey LORD Thank You for keeping Your watchful eyes always upon Me Most of all Thank You for saving Me from that low life common slut  martha jane walters a witch , a common Maggot a vile serpent a complete viper a common homemade "Root Worker" that deliberately lived a predatory life far too long. So!? "No weapon formed against me has ever prospered and never will!" I finally fully understand My assignment and I am BEAMING! All of these years,  so called Christians have advised me to take mathy's common demon possessed dog shit,  to My grave , while they openly praised that slut! Sat up under her! Let satan's side piece anoint them with "Blessed oil". Mocked! Mocked! Mocked! Just mocked Almighty GOD, for the fun of it!  Declared all Black people worthless and cursed.  We were not cursed you ignorant, sadistic IMP, We were captured! We were held ...

BEAMING not scheming! Dear LORD I humbly Thank You each and every millisecond of My precious Life! Thank You for delivering Me from every HORRID , sick , demented mongrel maggot that damn "root Working" mathy jane sent against Me! Yes LORD, I'm so glad that low whore for satan hated me so much s/he deliberately saddled me with that F******* Maggot! Mister Mu************* Stupid! LORD, dis damn n******* so f******* dumb , he had to take money from Me for his f******* side chick.  Yes GOD! The f********** thought if he whored around on Me I would be fool enough to believe he wasn't a F*******!  N******* please! I have to give you this, I never met a wo/man that loved D*** as much as your effiminant, sissfied, soft, bitch ass! No wonder you called Me too masculine. BEAMING!!! Not scheming like your bitch ass. A shoe salesman! You are a loser bitch! A loser by choice because you really believed your skin color and eye color a gift from GOD. It is an accident of birth, you...

GOD you know you are AWESOME! Your Tender Mercies endureth forever. LORD Thank YOU!  LORD I'm Screaming to the Top of My Lungs!  How? Why? A sub hue-man Malignant ,  Sadistic Psychopath was not only my birthER, the stank hoe stalked Me for Seventy Years!  Sixty-two in the flesh!  Yes, World martha jane walters was a hue-man, two legged viper Maggot.  Sadly, not by accident , by choice! Yes, World mathy jane walters was a yalla house nigga!  A vile immoral creature that the "System of white Supremacy" created. So? The slut knew better.  Of course s/he did. If s/he didn't know, the low maggot incestuous pedophile would not have hidden it so well, for so long. So! I am not about to cloak for that dead demon or the live one that My birthER manipulated Me into marrying, sullying My soul.  World I'm warning you, serving notice on mathy's fellow maggot fiend, ronald williams.  Two common ass peas in a pod. Both "high yalla". Both stupid  a...

BEAMING!!! Floating on a cloud, laying up in the lap of Luxury. Yes, I'm Happy! I am Redeemed!  I Rejoice! Dear LORD You are so Wonderful. Thank You for Your Grace, Your Tender Mercies. Is it any Wonder? Or "No Wonder" martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoreaux and ronald * share kindred spirits.  They are twin demons.  Their shared similarities go well beyond the light skin both were much too proud of. Yes, that low life, immoral, pathological lying ****** (imp) I ended up marrying was My birthER's twin. Both extremely poorly educated. Both extremely predatory. Both common as Bat Shit!  The greatest common denominator that kept these two maggots tight, close as thieves , was their deep , complicated hatred, jealousy and envy of Me! Awesome! Yes , I'm BEAMING because the gifts and talents I have, no man gave Me.  I'm barely one shade darker than that maggot and he screams "Too Black".  One thing I know, I would not cloak for you! NEVER!  Is t...

Dear World, Yes, it is Me again, "Little Gwen", the little brown "thrown away baby " , that very few  hue-mans ever dared to  love unconditionally.   Why? " TOO BLACK"   Harsh words deliberately spewed on Me relentlessly for over seventy years. Yes, World I just want you to know that I am finally in "Recovery". No, I am not recovering from being "TOO BLACK".  I am finally recovering from black (and white)  ***, illiterate, scummy , jealous *** ,  m**********g *a**ots always up in my face casting dispersions on Me for My skin color.  Born beautiful by this World/s standards, fine. Fortunately or unfortunately tethered to a MONGREL MONSTROSITY! Yes World, that "Thang" that birthed Me begrudgingly , hated every second s/he had to stomach , see me, feed me, tolerate me , watch me grow into a fine young lady.    Of course s/he always  pretended to loved me madly .  For Sixty-two years. that low **** for satan stalked ...

I shall not lie, it hit Me like a ton of bricks. Something told me to go to My beautiful, brilliant daughter's page, to pull up her friends... and sure 'nuff... there was My Beautiful, Brilliant Daughter and My Grandson on that Maggot's page!  Yes, I screamed. Yes, the tears gushed.  But, she has that right. All I can say  is "Wow". Sure , the shit hurts but, "It is what it is". That low immoral, faggot , piece of dog shit  swine,  has never successfully read one book in his entire long , triffling, pathological lying sorry ass life.  The mental midget never earned a college degree. So  lacking  enough in "mother wit" he could not "fag" his way out of college after wasting eight years and somebody's money.    I graduated Number Thirty-Seven out of Six Hundred and Thirty Seven students. I graduated with honors trying to prove to this horrid World skin color doesn't matter. It didn't work. I got crucified for my brilliance. ...

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Not only is it AWESOME! It is real! It is written! GOD don't lie, The Son Of Man don't need to lie. Every word in that Book is True.  World, a slutty slut , is a Slutty Slut! Period!  Why are "We" protecting evil, demon possessed creatures with Our silence? Are You defeated? I'm not. I always hated the Bitch. No, I never trusted that stanking Pervert , one fucking inch.  It was just, there was nothing We could do. There was nothing anyone could do.  A complete monster! Hidden cloaked by your "loved ones"? How were We to know this stank 'hoe was Legion? Legion unleashed! Legion unchained! You would think, of course you would believe,  no church would license such a wo/man as mathy jane. A closet lesbian, a closet prostitute. A closet child molestor, an incestuous pedophile that no one could stop. Say something to mathy jane and watch your ass get instantly stabbed, wounded or shot. Why? "DONT NUN OF YOU BLACK MUTHAFUCKI...

Yes, I'm smiling steady pimping on satan's dead head BEAMING! Delivered from the vile clutches of a sick, sadistic, psychotic,  demonic,  homemade "Root worker"! Yes, World I am not only smiling, I'm BEAMING! Straight up celebrating! Not only is the most foul, totally unbelievable , evil, demonic whore,  finally rotting in the ground. The low whore is exposed!  Found out! My LORD! My LORD!  Why?  There is no "Why"! Never demand a "Why" , an explanation from GOD for such a viper slithering on this good Earth, so long.  The reason for martha jane walters is Prophesy ! Yes! Study your Bible!  From Genesis to Revelation, wo/men like mathy jane are predicted! We were warned. I shall not lament "not doing anything" to stop her.  There was nothing that I could do, ever. Nothing We could do, ever. World, wo/men like martha jane walters have to be endured to the end. "It is what it is" and I shall not join my "family", my f...

Up early , once again, Praising the LORD! Jubilant! Leaping straight up and down! Energized! Powersized! Rescued! Marked safe from one of the vilest, sickest, sadistic Vipers to ever slither , Unknown, Unrecognized, Camoflouged , among the living, among the righteous.  I can't go for that! No,  I can't. Never could, never did,  except when s/he very skillfully pulled off that "Ordained Pastor" bullshit!  HORROR UNLEASHED! World! That wo/man that birthED me was  more than satan's side piece, that low slut was always satan wearing a dress!  Always! Not sometime!  All I can say is :"Mercy" Thank You LORD for delivering Me from that hue-man Maggot! No, there is no excuse for martha jane walters or wo/men just like her. s/he was fake! s/he was notorious. s/he was LASCIVIOUS , and knew it! World, martha jane walters was proud to be a closet demon, a closet "Root Worker", a closet whore/prostitute. Yes World, marha jane walters was proud to be a Con a...

Ova' heah Rejoicing! Marked safe from a scummy viper, a wo/man so low , sadistic and lost s/he delighted in murdering for fun.  Yes , I'm BEAMING! Just as happy as I can be,  as My LORD restores Me! Yes, I'm humbled! Grateful! Yes, I remain prayerful for all My Kit and Kin. Yes, I know GOD is Good! Yes,  I know The HOLY GHOST always guarded and keeps vigilant protection over Me! Thank You LORD! That poor,  misguided wench,... sadistic, immoral, untrustworthy,  Uncle Tom.   That Color struck viper,  that birthed Me to be her footstool , turned out to be an Absolute Blessing.  Why? The low whore set such a horrid, disgusting example , I always did (strove)  everything ,  in my power,  to be the exact opposite of that miserable cunt!  Mercy Jesus! The LORD knows martha jane walters Was  Horror Unleashed, Always! So? s/he was Predicted! Prophesied and s/he did Not disappoint! LOW!LOW!LOW! That demon possessed thang commit...