IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

I was driving my "mother's" Cadaillac down I-95 to 20 West, just cruising. Young, fresh, and yes,  very naive, apparently. martha had discovered another  sure fire scam. One that was perfect this time; M adame Watson;   Fortune Teller/ Voodoo Priestest/ Spiritual Advisor.     Magically, with very little effort, s/he doned the garb,long robes, exotic scarves, head dresses, geles, etc.   Faked a foreign accent,  and proceeded to fool the dumbest of the dumb  out of their hard earned cash, life savings,  and Food stamps.  We laughed about it.While never missing "Church". Every big score s/he took us,just me,and her shopping.  No, the low, stingy slut,  never bought me shit! One pair of cheap shoes, maybe, if I played the "Coon", complimented her fake ass for something. That was it! No, s/he was not going to reward me. After all, s/he did all the hard work. s/he went down on graves collecting her "Goofer Dust". s/he looked up the spells in her &q

GROWING and GROWING!!! Dear Children of this "World", please cling to your J<3Y! Cherish each,  and every great memory. Yes, do pray for those still,  so ignorant, primitive, selfish, savage, desperate,  they pretend a wo/man like my birthER, a "man" like d j t rump, should be honored. Bullshit! Absolute Bullshit! martha jane walters was a Hideous, ravenous, carnal, sadistic, demon possessed ,"Root working",  Pervert , for nearly eighty eight years! World, the wo/man that brought me into the World, did secretly, clandestinely, maliciously stalk, vex and terrorize me, us, the entire innocent World just to prove s/he could. "I'm light bright and damn near white. You can't win for the fix you are in, I can't lose for the stuff I use." Now, s/he is flung!  BEAMING!!!  There is no way any decent people should have ever been subjected to that slutty CUNT! Period. Something has gone wrong in the "Church"! satan took it! Jeus sai

The real reason so many white wo/men hate Black wo/men, my "mother".  My "birthER", wo/men sharp enough, "gifted" enough, brilliant and beautiful enough to "Pussy Whip" Ole Massa. To slyly take his "manhood", his money and his complete soul for daring to attempt to enslave her! Of course! Plain wo/men, homely , matronly wo/men, like old HuckelBerry Hound,  both envy,  and hate,  with a passion, all brilliant, beautiful wo/men of Color.  Especially wo/men like my mother.  Wo/men  that got Paid! Paid richly with Gold earrings, status, silk dresses, etc. Wo/men considered the "second mistress". So called refined House "wenches",  given the best jobs,  that they were never really required to do. Black slave men were forbidden to even look at her. S/he always got her way. Always knew how to bat her eyes, and slay all men, especially Old Cap'um.  Again, Our War is Spiritual, Color has nothing to do with CHARACTER! BEAM

So, according to all the sick, sadistic, malignant, narcisist, "Color" trumps character, every time. You can be as common as a moggot but, if you have white skin, you're in. Well, if that is what you choose to believe, go ahead.  I know my old stank "birthER" had white skin; just like a Water Moccasin, was always just as deadly, sneaky,  and whorish, carnal,  and un-trustworthy. More t rump, than t rump.  More "me" lan knee ugh, than that rush in whore. So what? Not only did mathy not take a damn thing with her but,  her pride, s/he is proving to be more Deplorable than any of us realized. BEAMING!!!

"You might get by, but you won't get away." My LORD!, My LORD, my own "birthER"! TWINS!

sees and knows.  Picture me, Rachel Gwendoly Doster, over here BEAMING! Glowing and Growing! Yes! Rest assured "Little Children", you are loved, protected! Did i know the wo/man that birthed me, always hated me, alwys blamed me for her repeated failures?  The real question should be; when did I know. So what! That SLUT  martha was more d j t rump than t rump! more p diddy than p diddy , more laura loomer than lara loomer! My LORD! My LORD! I had to call that Whore, that racist, demon possessed mongrel "mother". No,  I didn't.  Not after that stank whore viciously raped me at EIGHT YEARS OLD, pretending to her fellow pervert , taking the virginity of small children would guarantee her a life of wealth and luxury. No, the stanking whore never believed it either. World, martha jane walters was just another human piece of dog shit, just shun her. Keep your J<3Y

GOOD MORNING BEAUTIFUL WORLD!!!

DANCING ON THE CEILING!!! Over the Moon! BEAMING IN THE BACKFIRE!!! Witnessing The HOLY SPIRIT  right wrongs. Yes, I'm grateful to be grateful! I'M DELIVERED!!! "Oh what a feelin'" My LORD, thank you for granting me enough "Brain width" to recognize,  martha jane walters was afflicted with the exact same ignorant, common, carnal, selfish, greedy, immoral "nature", as d j t rump, marc robinson, p diddy, r kelly, bill cosby, and on and on. Yes LORD, martha was consumned by a "masculine" demon. That makes sense, s/he always collected her "dirt", her Conjure,  from this one particular murdered man's grave. My LORD, My LORD!, I'm damn near overwhelming myself , remembering some of "mathy's" incredible, demonic acts! This shit should be in a movie! There we were, two little black bastards, out with a wo/man we only knew as mathy jane.  Some stank, sketchy whore that dropped by my grandfather's farm "

STILL BEAMING!!! No, I am not bragging. I am proudly announcing that I survived her, them. Yes! I am a walking, talking miracle. My LORD! My LORD! Please heal all of the broken hearted Human beings brought to this good Earth,  only to be deliberately cast down,  and held doen by our own MOTHERS!!! GOD  forbid such savage, primitive , demon possessed behaviour!!! Willful, predatory PERVERTS, demanding to make their wrong right,  through their demonic practice of witchcraft!  GOD FORBID!  Go find a rock mjw, dj t rump, p diddy, marc robinson, etc. You have been found out! "Weighed in the balances and found wanting!" martha jane walters you KNEW! satan never chose you! You chose satan! everything you did to me BACKFIRED!!! I must be "Called".  Of course I am, I have to be. Why would anyone spend all of their time trying to destroy me,  by every method un-imaginable? Dear LORD, Thank You! RESCUED! DELIVERED from a complete undiagnosed, untreated, so called "Root Wo

PRAISE THE LORD!!! While I am sure many are Horrified, truly Terrified of this Mongrel, we should not. I know I should not. DELIVERED!!! Dear LORD , I am forever humbled. Grateful! Engulfed in Grace and Mercy!  World, my own "mother"; martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux was afflicted with the exact same Cain Jezebel Spirit. While t rump is HORROR UNLEASHED, we can survive him. I did! I'm BEAMING!!! I'm truly over the Moon! That low life, scummy, maggot whore was my personal demon. Scum! martha was certainly a maggot! DESPICABLE! 

AWESOME!!! Dear LORD , Thank You for your INTERVENTION! DELIVERANCE! SALVATION!!! Tender Mercies! Thank you for my Truth GOD! Not on.y was my birthER d j t rump but, p diddy!!! So what!!! I'M BEAMING IN THE BACKFIRE!

BEAMING!!! DELIVERED!  Dear World, Our word for today is INTERCESSION!!! Do know I'M OVER THE MOON!!!  Rescued from a fe/male viper! A volunteer Common Ass MAGGOT! A wo/man possessed by the demonic spirits s/he invited by "going down" on murdered men's graves , for her entire life. Wait, World... Jesus told us (the Spirit tells us) to know our Truth. Question, why do we live in DENIAL? Why are so many people still suffering from the lies of demonic forces, like martha and don OLD?  Is it shame? Why did my family, close relatives, and friends , fear HORRID Scum , like martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux, for so long? To this very day, very few people have the "Faith", the courage,  to stand up against common ass wo/men like my birthER, like don OLD!  My own five brothers, fellow victims, won't help me speak a truthful word against that entity, that INCESTUOUS Mongrel, that whore of Babylon! Nor will they speak a positive word  for my saint

BEAMING!!! YES LORD, YOU ARE AWESOME!!! YES! I AM OVER THE MOON, ANYWAY! Born over seventy-three years ago, to a sick, sadistic, un-diagnosed, un-treated, un-teachable, un-educable,un-civilized,  demon possessed, predatory, pathological lying, prostitute, common ass, volunteer Pervert. Yes, World, "mathy jane" the sick, psychotic malignant narcissist, was my "lot in life". My second struggle after that viper's corrupt womb.  World, do know, in the long, (too long) association I was forced to endure with this demon possessed entity, was I ever defeated. "Shut out"? Yes! Excluded? Yes! Robbed? Yes! Raped m any times? Yes! Why? What was that low whore for satan trying to prove? "Skin Color"! Color ranking! World, for eighty-eight years, that volunteer, maggot slut bragged on her SKIN COLOR!  Yes World, just like that common ass *rump, mathy jane claimed to, not only be Brilliant but "Chosen by GOD"! Yes! The low maggot slut was just as

AWESOME!!! Please picture me dancing on the grave of a dead, unrepentant, demon possessed, racist, color struck imp.  (insert) World, I don't mind telling you, I had a WONDERFUL Day! Seriously, "J<3Y" is possible, achievable! Attainable! "Reachable". Why am I so "shocked", mystified?  Did I change? Did the World? Did I suddenly become wiser? No! It is because my daughter finally convinced me to get Therapy. Thank GOD! I've needed it all my life. I am so relieved! Someone finally listened to me!!! That young lady let me "Spew". I told everything!!! World, martha jane walters was a low MAGGOT! A wo/man so common, perverted, sadistic and psychotic, no one wanted to hear my story. I get it, I didn't want to hear it or know it either. martha really never had any excuse. s/he was HORROR UNLEASHED! A wo/man so ignorant, violent, manipulative, and corrupt, people just didn't want to know. Plus, s/he was very likable, funny,  and of cou