IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Dear Children of the Most High GOD, please know that you are not forsaken. While , for  far too many of US, the road has been extremely hard.  You NEVER have to believe your abuser's lies,  that you are forsaken. WE were never forsaken or left alone. Yes, WE shared a "mother", a birther , that was truly BIPOLAR! One minute a Jesus Lover, then on the turn of a dime, an INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE ROOT WORKER!  RACIST! COLOR STRUCK (so s/he claimed). While mjw was good sometime, s/he was extremely evil all of the time. mjw was the one that earned the reputation for being and untrustworthy, nasty whore, yet it was the the "Goody -two-shoes" s/he hated. "Goody-two-shoes" was one of the many names s/he deliberately, callously , assigned to me. Always called me stupid for practicing "honesty". I was confused; be honest and lose the "love" of my "mother" or just do what the LORD Jesus Christ planted in my heart,  before that imp enslave...

Yes, Dear Children of the Most High GOD,  I was mortally wounded, raped, ruined, robbed , by a demon,  so diabolical,  few people have the courage to face.  Yes, World the evil demonic "con-glob-eration" that cleverly, covertly, and cruelly , held me in her clutches,  was NEVER any ordinary "nigger". (Nigger as in imp, color , or race have no place here),  The fact is , that hue-man flesh named martha jane walters, summoned satan very early in her long, long  life. Devoted Eighty-Eight Years of her horrid, miserable, perverted life to serving satan. Any and everything, sadistic, deplorable, and HORRID! When martha left her demonic haven , her "home", you better believe s/he was ladened with "goofer dust", soaked in Hoyt's Colongue and over zealous to commit every sin , known and unknown to mankind before s/he departed this Earth. It BACKFIRED Big Time! Not only does martha's final demise bring me Peace, the knowledge that , that common, p...

Yes! My LORD is still AWESOME and I'm still BEAMING! I came to this good Earth, UNWANTED! Pre-hated by my own sick, psychotic, sadistic, demon possessed birth "mother", martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux. So? I have Never been forsaken! I have Never had to beg bread. Now, that old horrid, secret,  depraved "root working",  raping, robbing, looting, deliberate destroyer , is finally Rotting in her sad, sadistic, unrepentant grave! The same grave s/he dared me to piss on when s/he died.  I was fifty-eight, finally gained the courage to confront her concerning the horrific bloody rape,  I endured at her hands! Yes, World that sick,  depraved wo/man,  and her flying monkey of a husband , viciously RAPED Me when I was eight years old! Eight years old! No, I wasn't retarded. I was legally blind but   was by no means stupid.   The low life perverts refused to spend their money to get me any glasses. After all , who was I? I had...

BEAMING!!! GRINNING!!! Yes, My Life is AWESOME! Why? The Dear LORD, The HOLY SPIRIT snatched me from the clutches of the lowest, most depraved, demon possessed,  hue-being to ever wear my "birther's" skin! GOODGOTUHMIGHTYYYYYYYYY! World, all of my first memories of that {secret} closeted Monster, that confused Mongrel, more masculine than most men, are horrific. The fact that I am not some where rubbing shit in my hair is a testament of the Good LORD! Yes I'm Jubilent ! Excited! Renewed! Yes, I am BEAMING! World I just want you to know MY GOD, My LORD, The HOLY SPIRIT rescued me ! Loosed Me! Now, that old lying skank, that envious, jealous sea hag , that wore my "mother's" skin for years and years can finally ROT! BEAMING!!! *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* Tuesday, July 27, 2021

Dear Children of the Most High, dear fellow Christ Lovers, Truth Tellers, the Anointed and the severely abused; You are Not Forsaken!  GOD has not, nor will The HOLY SPIRIT,  ever leave or forsake You! Why? I can't speak for others, so I shall just Proclaim, Announce, Shout for Myself; "NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL EVER PROSPER!" If some half witted, wicked, demon possessed, ignorant, yalla nigga winch,  wants to play "home made witch doctor"; so be it! For Eighty-Eight Years mjw boasted of her ability to swindle, bully, intimidate, confuse, scramble muthafucking brains, while preaching every Sunday! Just mocking GOD! Now, the dumb slut is dead, did everything in Eighty-Eighty Years known and unknown to primitive, backstabbing, lying , lecherous , carnal, color struck, racist, swine-wo/man kind. Now, "Time is of the Essence"!  I must fix Me! I must permit The HOLY SPIRIT to build Me up where this World, this place, has deliberately torn me down.  ...

Dear LORD, Thank YOU for this Wonderful Day. Truly a Magic Monday!  Thank You for sparing Me, delivering Me from the claws, the clutches , of what has to be the evilest, most maniacal, depraved, carnal, sadistic, psycho- sociopath ,  that ever slithered on this good Earth.   Cleverly disguising her pathological lying, bipolar, wicked, jealous, envious, "root working", promiscuous, nymphomaniac  ass, as a loving mother,  (that committed INCEST because s/he not so secretly disagreed with GOD and her father),  daughter, sister, aunt, cousin, friend, confidant. World, that wo/man martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoreaux WAS NONE OF THOSE THINGS !  EVER!!! NOT IN THE ENTIRE EIGHTY-EIGHT YEARS satan, lucifer, ole slew foot , wore my "birther's" skin, slithering, stalking, fake preaching. The Beauty is, ...I have to tell You! For it is written. I am compelled! I have no choice. Jesus said :"Know ye the Truth, the Truth shall set you Free!" GOOD...

PRAISE THE LORD!!! Yes GOD is still AWESOME!!!

Doing nothing but Rejoicing! Dancing on a dead, unrepentant, diabolical demon's grave! BEAMING! Because the low 'ho, volunteer slut for satan wasted her time stalking Me, stalking Us , for Eighty-Eight years.  The proud , clowny, ignorant, jealous, envious slut , declared her skin color was actually a Gift from Almighty GOD,  That s/he and on;y s/he could prostitute on Saturday and preach on Sunday! I wish We, I, would tell! That was your ass!   It is hilarious , now that I think about it. mjw always promised Us worse for recognizing or calling her out on her repeated sick, sadistic, depraved acts of pure DEBAUCHERY!   Talk about bipolar, mjw could switch up personalities in seconds.  Yes, s/he had too many to count.  We all loved the fake Christian. Second was the comedienne. The one WE feared was the bitch quick to grab a gun, pistol, knife, or some VOODOO! No matter what WE did to try to dissaude her from her cronic sins, s/he never stopped, ne...

"Greetings Scholars!" - for thirty years I was privileged enough to write those encouraging, motivating, words on my blackboards. Little did I know how many vipers truly hated me and wished nothing for me but, continued misery and persecution. Why me ? "Skin Color" surely to GOD you can not possibly be that ignorant, depraved?  Well, people that love, rank,  worship,  or persecute,  by skin color deserve to suffer. Yes, I was born into the clutches of a maggot!   The greatest racist among a sea of racists! A troll, a hue-man mongrel!  A cannibal! Certainly a sorceress! A cruel, sadistic demon given a license to Preach! "My LORD from Zion!" No!  Denying, pretending that demon possessed wo/man, that whore, that imp,  that proudly wore mjw's skin , for Eighty-Eighty YEARS, was anything but the monster s/he was,  shall never liberate anyone!  Jesus said ;" Know ye the Truth, the Truth shall set you Free!" *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES*****...

Fasten your seat belts, gird up your loins. satan is real and most people fear him. However, far too many love him! Will do anything for him. While they claim,  they lie, cheat and steal ,because they are terrified, that struggle and resistance is useless.  They are lying. They know better. What they really want to say but, remain too cowardly; they put their trust in evil. Too bad, so sad but, WE all have a choice.  WE all have Free Will. As for me, I'm BEAMING! I'm in my Glory. Sure, I was born into the clutches of a wo/man so HORRID, so depraved, such a sickening, gut wrenching hue-man being, few want to re-live her, re-call her.  They endured her, "IT", to the end and they just want to forget. I can't.  I mean I really can't.  The HOLY SPIRIT compels me to reveal her/"IT". I BEAM! I Glow because (Je) ROME WALTERS was my GrandFATHER! My GrandDADDY! A BLACK man that acquired , earned, purchased Sixty-Five acres of land in Wade, North Carolina when ...

S/he told Me not to piss on her grave when s/he was dead. Of course not! What kind of person would ever do such a thing? mathy jane!  Yes, mathy jane is what We always called her until s/he ordered her pet nigger, her huz-band, a damn Pervert , to pay us a a quarter to call that wo/man, Our "birther" Mother. s/he was a "mother" alright. Sitting her blogging, BEAMING, Thank Almighty GOD for saving me, rescuing me from the clutches of that HORRID WHORE! Yes, I still have vivid nightmares, still have screaming crying fits,  remembering the long, long torment meted out to me by a very charming , actually physically beautiful wo/man. Sixty-Two years of relentless pursuit ! I tell no lie, from conception,  to her death, that common whore for satan never left me alone.  Skinning, grinning, while Backstabbing! Why Me? LORD did s/he want my anointing, GrandDADDY's? No, the low whore just didn't want Us to have it. As far as mathy jane  was concerned, not one person o...

SILENCE OF THE LAMBS Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! Thank You for Your Tender Mercies LORD! The so called Christians had Me ate up! Bound up, entangled, held hostage in some deep SHIT!  Yes I said SHIT! Language, vocabulary, uttering curse words out of frustration, mind numbing stupidity ,is NOT a sin!  The SIN is Lying! The sin is pretending to fear a dead demon! Awesome! PTL! (Praise the LORD!) I was Clueless! Blind! I never had any idea and my "family" (unknowingly) colluded with their silence and terrifying fear. I would have remained clueless if it had not been for my GrandFATHER (ROME WALTERS), introducing me to GOD's Word, one -on- one Bible study,  when I was eight years old. (World, no man that takes the time to sit down and nurture GOD's Word in every one he met , live a righteous godly life,  for Eighty-four years,  is going to suddenly shoot himself in the heart!  THEN PUT THE GUN BACK ON THE SHELF!)   Wow! My GrandFATHER was encouraging me to get in...

Dear LORD, Thank You for sending me this song, right now. Awwwwwwww! I am surely humbled beyond my ability to describe or express. I do want to take this opportunity to declare to this World, I "knew" all the time.  I always knew, I knew from birth mjw was nothing but a snake, a poisonous viper,  out to slay me.  A dark , black, omnious cloud hovering over my head, matching every step I took, A "thang" with enough "purposeful deceit" to block every move I made.   Yes LORD , I have always felt your presence ardently, vigilantly, protecting (ME, Us)  from all of her hurt harm and danger.   While many scoffed me, I (We) endured. From my earliest memory,  I knew that "wo/man" to be a MONSTER!   Something unreal! Some mysterious evil , dispatched from the bowels of Hell! An "INhuman-hue-man"!   A Hue-man Maggot! A demonic knot on a log.  Pure torment encapsulated in a hue-man body.A wo/man as common as any maggot with not one s...

Dear LORD, Thank You for sending me this song. This is exactly how I feel. "Sugar on the floor". Me, a beautiful, brilliant hue-man being, "called" to this World to do great things. I was bright! Energetic, excited to do good, to spread love. I had one problem, one serious problem, rev. martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureax! HORROR UNLEASHED! World the fact mjw was one sick, sick, sick sadist,  should not disturb you. The fact that mjw was never more than a fallen wo/man too sullen, ignorant, conniving and full of hate to ever get up, should not cause you concern either. The fact s/he was an ordained pastor, should! The fact s/he was a known INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE should not shock you. The fact s/he was buried with honor,s surrounded by the five sons s/he delighted in emasculating , (one , for seventy-two years) , should disturb you so much that you recoil at the sound of her name! Jesus told US to shun the very presence of evil. You don't reward wo/m...