BEAMING! JOY! JOY! JOY! JOY! JOY!JOY! YES!!! I STILL HAVE MY JOY! I'm not only humbled, I'm flattered. I certainly can understand why so many still lie, pretend, and feign ignorance , when it comes to the issue of "Color". My own "mother" pre-judged me. Took one look at my "Coco brown" ears, decided then , and there, that I would never experience any JOY! That s/he would deliberately, clandestinely, keep IT from "Me". That I was no more than a brown turd, nothing s/he ever wanted, or felt bound to respect or love. That all s/he ever needed to do , was feign some bullshit, sloppy love , when s/he wanted to keep "Me", US confused, and held tightly in her clutches. Well, mathy and t rump, have no choice. They belong to satan! Everything my "birthER" said, and did for eighty-seven years, eleven months, and twenty-three days , was straight from satan's Play Book. Incest! Bitch! Slut! Common dog! Did you rea...