IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Hell yea, I'm floating ! Saved! Lifted from satan's lowest pit.  Yes World, I am the stone the builder rejected.  The pretty little brown girl born into the demon possessed clutches of a known psychopath.  A thrown away baby thrown to the racist perverted wolves by my own "mother".  Yes s/he , (martha jane walters) lied to me, Pure hated me with a passion. Stalked me like the vicious, savage, brutal,  sadistic , closet "homosexual", jealous, envious, pathological whore,  s/he always was. Untrustworthy! But, if you so much as looked at her sideways, attempted to resist or criticize her in the least, you were stalked and hated FOR as long as that "thang" slithered on this Earth. BEAMING! Here I am , Ova'Heah shouting GLORY! Praise the LORD! World,  any person so terrified , so defeated, so carnal, so disingenuous,  they volunteer to live in the "Closet",  practicing "homosexuality", witchcraft, incest, pedophilia and murder.  ...

BEAMING! "Oh My LORD, LORD, LORD!" Humbled! Shouting GLORY! Thanking My Blessed Jesus for My "Grand Rising"! World a Mongrel Monstrosity came to this Good Earth and mocked GOD! Yes World,  a poor confused, ignorant, immoral, foolish wo/man demanded to live the life of a Monster!  Claiming s/he possessed magical power, singing her song to Us, her captives , for every day s/he chose to envy Us, blame Us, then totally annihilate Us.   A selfish, greedy, carnal, sadistic, immoral cretin slithered on this Earth un-tethered , loose, for Eighty-Eight Years!  Was s/he happy? S/he always claimed to be the most brilliant and beautiful wo/man to ever grace this Earth. Yet, you better no mention her "mistakes", mishaps. Do, try , see what would happen. Your blood would be shed and if her  savage beating you manage to escape, it was not over.  mathy jane the demon became the "thorn in your thigh". My "mother" claimed her deep secret hatred for me st...

(A deep conversation with Myself!) "All I know, is all I know."   I know my "birther" was satan! World, that wo/man named martha jane walters was a Horrid Whore of the lowest order! Scum! A maggot! A Mongrel Monstrosity!  Ironically, the total reason s/he managed to escape man's punishment.  Please notice I said man's punishment, IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! GOD stopped that 'ho when (HE) got ready!  GOD knows , GOD sees, GOD moves! Praise the LORD! Yes World, that low whore and my imprisoned brothers had Me forty-eight hours from total homelessness! Yes, that low "egg sucking, stray,  mangy dog for satan " had Me bound! Bound for Sixty-two years! There was nothing We created, worked hard to earn , that that low, sneaky viper didn't come and destroy with a vengence . All the while grinning in Our faces, setting Us up for satan's captivity.  Trying to force Us into prostitution because s/he was proud to be one. Forcing narcotics on Us to k...

I shall not be moved! I shall not be deterred! World, you will know what that awful wo/man did to Me, to My five siblings, to the entire Walters family. Of course I know s/he was a DEMON! How could I not know? Of course We were forbidden to tell. martha was such a disgusting troll for satan, s/he didn't want to know. Totally shocked, martha exclaimed; "The cat is out of the bag now!" Yes, that is how our "mother" greeted her long lost son. Over thirty years had passed since s/he delivered the final blow, totally destroying the first Black medical practice on Owen Drive in Fayetteville, North Carolina. "My LORD, My LORD", don't you dare roast in hell falsely believing you ever got away with your filth, your murders, rapes, robberies, stalking and horrid voodoo. You were predicted, prophesied and now you're Dead!  You can't come back. You can't correct the wrongs you delighted in committing. That church that named you "Mother of the ...

MERCY! MERCY! MERCY! My LORD Jesus Christ! Thank You Heavenly Father for snatching  Me, rescu ing me,  from a wo/man so HORRID, so Foul, so disgustingly immoral , people see me and flee. Do they falsely believe my excruciating pain is communicable, contagious? Is My life struggle so disgusting few want to know? World, I am the "messenger", not the menace. I am the Truth Teller, not the notorious pathological liar. I am the "Critical Thinker", not the dumb impish "slave"  martha jane walters birthed me to be. World, what have you to say? I have seventy years of GOD"s anointing, (HIS) protection, as positive proof, GOD is Good! Poor foolish martha born in an era when "white skin" was premium, "good hair" was called "Jesus Grass", that horrid volunteer whore soon wasted into the most notorious , psychotic, sadistic, Incestuous/Pedophile this World knows very little about. Well World, here I am exhaling, standing tall, head u...

No one on this good Earth could deliver those words; "I ain't studdin' you!",   better than my GrandFather, Rome Walters. I feel the exact same way! I ain't studdin' you!    Seriously, no one should spend too much time worrying about what anyone thinks or says about them.  The truth is, most people are predatory,pathological liars. No, that is not opinion, it is fact. Today  (and always) most people are HORRID! Untrustworthy, lying, treacherous! And  STUPID! "You got to be a stupid imp to actually believe you can take your stupid ass down on  a murdered man's grave, digg up dirt, petition demons to do your bidding! Low slut, you lived Eighty-Eight years sunk lower than any slimmy maggot! I must say,I shall admit, you sure had Me fooled.  Well, I don't think I was as "fooled" as you thought.  I think I just wanted so desperately to believe the best about you.  Yet, deep inside, I knew.  Yes, I always knew. How could I not? SLUT!...

BEAMING! Straight floating on The HOLY SPIRIT! Saved! Rescued from a hue-man viper so vile,  most people fear Me; "The Messenger" for having the temerity to attempt to reveal the sick whore. Yes World, I have devoted over sixty-seven years of My Life to struggling for My Life because I was born into the clutches of satan's bottom bitch, his lowest , foul, maggot concubine.  A low whore, so fallen s/he refused to ever even try to get up.   Yes World, the low whore knew s/he was wrong but s/he loved being wrong, being a savage , sadistic Pervert than s/he did GOD.  No World, that wo/man that wore My "mother's"skin for Eighty-Eight years , had zero interest in GOD, the Gospel, Jesus ! Yes that "thang" that fooled so many far too long pure hated The HOLY GHOST! So!? That "thang" claimed her robe cost five thousand dollars, her gold chains worth a mint. So?! s/he was never more than that HORRID little girl that smashed puppies between bricks a...

AWESOME!!! I don't know what you know, you don't know what I know but, I KNOW GOD IS GOOD! "Sho'nuff is!"   Say that ethnic phrase with me , please. "Sho'nuff is";  is much more than a mere statement of fact, it is a genuine feeling! It is an anointing, a private club, a blessed haven. It is a place of experience, much too often a place of excruciating pain.   First thing, do not look to any hue-man being for help. HELP YOURSELF! Pray! (Don't prey and run to some church every time the door opens in an attempt to silence your detractors, critics and GOD"s anointed. ) It can't be done! It won't be done. Every one that is a slave to fear, terror and weak faith , deserve the life they tolerate, accept. Looking back over my long, blessed life, I am humbled! Amazed! Yet, some how I always knew.  WE (my GrandFather and I) , always knew. No, We didn't want to believe it , though we lived "It", sacrificed for the sake of "p...

So, this complete imp, satan's bottom *****! lucifer's lowest concubine , tapped into something s/he lied and called  "power".  World, what that sick sadistic wo/man practiced was not power! The low *****practiced sick, sadistic cruelty, WITCHCRAFT against her own family for nearly a century. No, GOD did not let her. The volunteer maggot for the "Creature" was one serious coward. Could not or would not stand up for the Truth or anything righteous.  The Truth was not in her, ever. Yes World, my "birther", so called "mother" was HORROR UNLEASHED for Eighty-eight years. s/he is gone now, done! Just like a vapor s/he  "waifed" away. Gone! Praise The LORD! BEAMING! *******THE GWEN DOSTER DIARIES******* October 10, 2021

Up early! Again! Praise the LORD! Safe, sound and delivered from a hue-man maggot, a snake in fine raiment. A notorious pathological liar! Horror Unleashed! Yes LORD! I'm BEAMING! That sick, sadistic, ignorant,  murdering,  abomination to The HOLY GHOST,  falsely declared s/he was winning. No ho', you were just sinning. Now I'm dancing! Shouting with glee because low class, no class, homemade witch doctor, your dumb ass never had any power.  And your lazy, anti-intellectual ass could never measure up to me intellectually, morally, physically. So, rather than doing the work to improve yourself, you joined satan.  Thought your horrid,  corrupt ass was going to get away. Poof! Now you are gone. Rebuked! Not only are you rebuked, all that sin you tried to force on me is now crushing you. You demanded that I not piss on your grave for daring to question you about that savage rape you and your flying perverted imp inflicted upon my tiny eight year old body. Low s...