IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Yes! Every evildoer knows that IT is just a matter of "Time". IT is just a "Matte of Time" before Every act becomes "Obvious". Things , words, acts, ...once mystifying ,... now make total sense.  Of course! Cowards never come correct.  They must grin in your face, as they stab you in the back, drain your Bank account. Claim You are delusional, paranoid, confused because your brain is rapidly decreasing. They Gaslight You, paint you as an Idiot! A Burden! "Something" they don't want.  They are perplexed also,  have no idea how they got saddled with someone they consider worthless, is easily manipulated,  and is of no use to anyone. Well, very little.  Sure, most people, "hue-mans" ,  can delight in their deep, un-Necessary, Un-Provoked, expertly cloaked,  Deceit, and Hatred , for their "Loved ones".  Far too many "kin-folk" consider their kin folk , just worthless pieces of flesh,  that can no longer offer them an

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! One slip of the tongue, the two-edged sword. That "keeper" of insults,  disguised as "jokes", "just kidding". Why? Why does anyone, feel pressed to Condemn You? Stalk you, delighting in making every day you breath, as miserable as they think possible. Of course they shall always deny. Deceit is their "middle name". Then one day you finally accept the fact, "Projection is Confession". Don't hurt, don't you flinch.  I can assure you , IT is that, sadistic, lying, volunteer evildoer's,  loss. Make sure you know, and Never doubt; GOD loves You.  The imps would have "what you have",  if they could have IT. Of course they know, Love and True Happiness is forbidden to lying, covetous, "Law breaker". If you want to act like Jesus, spread the "Teachings" of Jesus, do know you are going to be richly Hated! Not so secretly despised. Yes! Every day that You live, try to find some

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! YES! My LORD is still WONDERFUL! A Friend indeed!  Dear foul demon, demons, GOD still Loves Me! Sure, I was dispatched to this good Earth, pre-hated by My a foul demon , birth-ER. So? s/he was the loser, the Pathological Liar, the closet Lesbian, closet Root Worker, satan's side piece.No! IT does Not "Suck" to be Me. I am Glorified to be ME! True, I am Not rich and famous. For your information, The HOLY SPIRIT did not send Me to this Earth to be honored by "people", fake Christians, old evil, jealous, larceny hearted "hue-man" suffering with their Cain/Jezebel spirits.  And mad with GOD for not "gifting" them with the "gifts" those they hate, have. So? What did I lose? I do Not count losing her love, a total loss.  If anything, that low slut for satan's , sick, sadistic, unending, vexation, and torture for Me, was a Blessing! I Benefited!No, I am not a slave to "intercourse", or sexual pleasu

Dear Children of The Most High GOD! Do know You are Not Forsaken! Do Not be soon shaken by the attitude of the current evildoers. Please prepare your Hearts and Minds for the Absolute Worse! COLD! CRUEL! CONFUSED! DOUBLE MINDED! IGNORANT! POORLY EDUCATED! COLOR STRUCK! PATHOLOGICAL LIARS! Angry RAGING IMPS! Deliberately targeting You, ready to RIP you completely apart, for the slightest gift, talent, beauty you still have. satan! Dude! satan's sidepiece! You still have time to "correct yourself". More money,  certainly doesn't mean you are Superior, Blessed, that you have the "complexion for the connection". Go ahead and do your worse. You are still a LIAR , and the Truth is Not in You! Fret not thyself, The Holy Spirit keeps reminding Me. That IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!  The lying, sadistic vipers shall Not get away. BEAMING!!!

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! JOY! JOY! JOY! BEAMING!!! Yes, little satan, I, Rachel Gwendolyn Doster; remain Proud, head held high! Victorious! Delivered ! Made whole! Pretty much un blemish ed, except for the burns,  and scars,  my own "mother",  and Care Takers, gave Me. Yes, "Care Takers", Not Care Givers. A horde of immoral, selfish, greedy, FAITHLESS, Blessing Blocking, hue-man beings. Hue-man Creeps, volunteer predators,  they Can'T resist striking, mocking, shunning, lying on, and low rating, ranking, the youngest, oldest, weakest, when the opportunity presents itself. "Watch as well as pray". PAY ATTENTION! Correct a Fool! You shall get mauled!  Guess what? Don't correct a Fool, You shall get mauled! No World, there is no hiding place from furious, evil, jealous, immoral, pathological liars, trying to pass their skin Color off,  as some kind of gift from GOD. Imps, so stupid, the first thing,  they are too Proud to do, glad to do, volunteer t

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! HUMBLED! GRATEFUL! Yes LORD, I'm Most Appreciative! Dear Children of The Most High, Please learn to Listen, to take Instruction from your "Wise Sages". Please don't resort to Lying! Purely Fabricating Ignorant nonsense, just to aggravate, annoy, vex, and perplex , people,  You seriously consider "beneath You". Godly Souls you deliberately repel, keep at a far distance, frankly "Gently abuse". People You rank by Color, gender, status, finances, and accumulated worth. "Losers", people whose lives "Suck". People you would never permit yourself to be. No LORD, you plan to Never sink so low. You are inherently "wiser", "luckier", you see no value in the "Dead weight" of anyone past their prime.  They should have planned better, married better.  Or as that "X" suggested; "You cudda had an ABORTION! RAY-CHUR!" True, no one can stop you. Yes, you shall continue

Believe IT or Not, I come from a long, long, line of Mystics, Clairvoyants,"See Ers", "Root Workers", Tarot Card, Tea leaves, Palm Readers, Gypsies, and Con Artists . My own "mother", Martha Jane Walters , was the best I have ever known,  or heard of , outside of the three Marie Laveaux,  of New Orleans. Yes, World, my "mother"'s "Powers" were on par with Dr. John,  and so many Southern Root Doctors,  that could trace their "powers", energy, "strength", clear back to Africa.  To Egypt, over five thousand years ago, if We must be precise. Yes! I'm ONE! There was Rachel Isabel, followed by My Grandmother, Rachel Elizabeth, then my "mother", Martha Jane. World, My mother, Martha Jane, deliberately misused her "gifts".  Decided to be just another, sadistic, predatory user, early in her long life. A life much too long, much too disgusting, HORRID. A wo/man so un-Trustworthy, so Faithless, so Co

Still BEAMING!!! My GOD is Still AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Seventy-Two Years of One Hundred Proof , PROOF! BEAMING! BEAMING! BEAMING! Never Forsaken! Sure, I've been Backstabbed by my "Friends", "My Loved Ones", far too many times,  to count. So what? The HOLYSPIRIT has always rescued me.  What happened to My enemies, My (secret) backstabbers, those evil, cruel, cold hearted bullies, that delight in (secretly) torturing,  those, (they think),  foolish enough,  to remain in their clutches?   Or,  those that have no way out, except death? Well, I would rather be dead,  and in my grave,  than in the clutches,  of an empty, cold hearted, conniving, manipulative, sadistic, lying, envious, jealous, imp! A complete,  Volunteer Slave, for satan! Why? Where is the Happiness, the Joy? If you need people to envy,  and praise you,(without ceasing , and without merit),  in order to "feel good", you are in "Bad Shape". I mean, If deliberate Lying, fooling

"Cast not your pearls before swine..." Dear Children of the Most High, if an imp, a dullard, a false, fake pseudo scholar , is determined to rebuke You, they shall. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING YOU CAN DO! Let'um! I assure You, they delight in causing "Drama", confusion.  They do delight in your tears.  Yes, they are going to play "Stupid Coon". No! They have ZERO intention of ever helping You, or Anyone.  on this Green Earth.  No! No!No! Dear Children of the Most High, these people, these imps, these hue-mans are Niggers. No,  Color has ZERO to do with their character. Yes, many do manage to get away with their secret treachery , for years, before they become much too obvious to ignore. Wait! Don't you dare think you are "Forsaken", lost, friendless. Never forget,GOD keeps a Ram in the Bushes. BEAMING!!!

YES!!! ANOTHER DAY THAT I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE!!!  YES!!! I TURNED MY LITTLE BROWN FACE TOWARDS THE HEAVENS , AND DECLARED THANK YOU LORD!!! ****************************************** Just because "your" betrayal , never entered My mind, that doesn't mean I'm stupid, weak, or your permanent "punching bag". LOVE , sincere, happy LOVE,  is given freely! True LOVE lights up every Home! Spontaneous, generic, LOVE is the result "Purity". Purity; deeds done without calculating "payback", revenge, "self-fixing", stalking, plotting, deliberately frustrating for a sick, sadistic chuckle.  Sincere LOVE is real! Never feigh-ed,  honest, one thousand percent authentic.  Never put on like "caked make-up", false hair , and false eyelashes. Never strained.  No one has to fear a sincere loved one,  ever abusing them, mocking them, over and over. No, Dear Children of the Most High, GOD's Children are Never glad to see the righ

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! BEAMING!!! Dear Children of The Most HIGH, don't you dare ever be foolish enough to falsely believe, You are smarter, more powerful, and can use, call on GOD, at your convenience.  NO! IT doesn't work like that! Rachel Isabel, Rachel Elisabeth, and Rachel Gwendolyn , didn't come here to be used, "pimped out", then thrown away. Now without ; Consequences. Keep being Cruel, keep throwing a rock, hiding your jealous, insecure, faithless, Color Struck, hand. Please notice, you have fewer , and fewer "bodies" to kick, abuse, cleverly attack, reduce, belittle, befuddle, just because IT is fun to you. Whoa! My LORD from Zion! "Who is You?" You, the Malignant Narcissist, can't feel, won't feel, don't care. Have a "Fuck you attitude".  Well, more a Predatory, jealous, revengeful, "Crabs in a Barrel" attitude...  A ; "YOU, can't teach me nuttin'! I would rather remain stupid,  than e

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank You for another "Beautiful, Blood bought" day. Yes! I do truly Thank You! Yes! I am deeply grateful, My most merciful (Mother/Father ) Great Creator. Yes, these beautiful seventy-two plus years , have been "Hard Fought".  I have enjoyed some wonderful times, met some of the greatest people. Yes! I count my Life AWESOME!  UNWANTED! HATED! RAPED! MOLESTED! REDUCED TO DUNG BY MY OWN "MOTHER"! SO WHAT!!!? IT is true , the evildoers, the predatory imps and pimps are "plentious", they are Not You Father. There is No kindness in them. Behind their eyes exist nothing but, deceit. Never Trust them!  They have Not one good intention for you. They never did, never shall. No, they have no power, none.  Plenty of rudeness, rebuke, hidden behind "smiles".  Pearly whites, that turn into dangerous, blood thirsty fangs, with the slightest provocation. Still, don't fear them. Don't even shake your head. What did Jesus

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Get Up! "Smell the coffee!". Fill your lungs with GOD's sweet refreshing Breath. Now Dance! Spin! Spin! Spin! LIVE! LAUGH! LOVE! Sincerely, I dare You.  Never Lie, never hate anyone that you KNOW, YOU KNOW, has never, and would never do You , any harm. Dear Children Of OUR Most HIGH, why are you out here lying for Liars? What did GOD  ever do to you? Are you really that arrogant? Ungrateful? Vacuous?  Do you seriously believe you are that cunning? Clandestine? Manipulative, and quick to assault with your two-edged tongue?  Are you too Quick to lie,  and deliberately confuse? Just why? What has any pathological lying, "Johnny-Come-Lately", wanna be "Daddy",  ever done for you? Well, one thing I know, I'm not that hard up. No, sick, sadistic, plastic, artificial "Sugar Daddy", shall reduce Me,  to the dung s/he is. Dear Children of the Most HIGH , please don't fret, don't even scratch your head. GOD will F

YES! AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "HE (GOD) keeps right on Blessing!" The evildoers keep right on RAGING! Smearing! Manipulating, just having a good old time being ... lost...? Blind...? Cold hearted...? Cruel...?  No matter, just be You.  Be AUTHENTIC! Totally you. Don't you dare entertain being anything but, the "Pure in Heart", that lives in You. Let the Predators prey. Let them greedily "Take, Take, Take".  Never feel bad because you would rather Give, Give, Give.  WE shall all get OUR just and honest  due. IT IS ALL GOOD ! The HOLY GHOST makes all wrongs,  right.  Trust and Obey. Live and Let Love. Remain humble. Let GOD Bless you. Still BEAMING!!!

YES! Dear LORD, You are Still AWESOME! Ova'here BEAMING! While so many fake ass, blind, lockstepping sheep,  are suffering in complete MISERY,  married to someone the Absolutely HATE!   Would gladly "un-alive",  given a fool proof alibi , and a hefty Insurance payout. Well, luckily, fortunately, I escaped the FAGGOT FROM HELL!  IT  took all of Eight Miserable Months! Ladies! Know your WORTH! If you find yourself in a situation , and have to marry a Closet Homosexual, make sure s/he is Not an Ignorant, Poorly Educated, Envious,Jealous , Sick, Psychotic, Sadistic, Common Maggot , that lies Pathologically! In other words, a NIGGER! Don't do IT. Also, please stop believing in that bullshit about finding a good "mate" in Church! BULLSHIT! I would have done better , going to some Island , and getting pregnant out of pure Lust.  Shit! I could have done better, if I had taken My time, Listened to My heart.  No, I should not have been so Thirsty. But, I was.  Too lat

Yea mon, BEAMING! Escaped that Pathological Liar! That Hater! That Predatory pervaracator The wo/man without ears to hear, A heart to feel Yes, a vile snake A creature that shall never warn you, an IMP you best never Trust They have NO Trust Therefor they label your Trust Stupid They deliberately mistreat You daring A Loving GOD to be brave enough to intervene  ?Dear Darling, Righteous daughter, keep doing Right Keep Loving Keep being Kind The HOLYSPIRIT has a Great Reward stored up for You Still BEAMING!!!

Yes! I'm still here. Still Voicing My TRUTH! Still a survivor of the Saddest, Sickest, Sadistic,  Succubus to ever slither on this good Earth,  for Eight-eight Years. While"Broke as a Joke", I'm Deliriously Happy because I learned a long time ago, money can not buy My happiness. Yes,  I'm still quite Furious with people vacuous enough ,  to be jealous of Me! To cleverly hate Me, while grinning in My face, pretending to have such great love and affection for Me, knowing full well they Hate Me! Not only daring Me to notice, but, to say something. Yes! I'm Hot as Fish Grease,  about idiots, imps,  like mjw,  and that "thang".  That wanna be "man" that loves the "Bottom". That "thang" that demands his right to "Swing", to engage in anonymous sex, UNPROTECTED! INFECTED HIS POOR INNOCENT WIFE WITH COUNTLESS DISEASES! Then not only Blamed her but,  proceeded to call her BLACK! FAT! SCREAMED  to the top of his little, 

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! (Picture Me, Us, a truly Happy Family, speeding up the Highway, all too excited about "Keeping Up Tradition.) It is Snowing! Beautiful White, soft fluffy Snow.  No, not really a lot,  just enough to be Beautiful. "White Diamonds", floating gently from Heaven. We will be there soon. Couldn't "Fly". I always had to drive. Plane fare was rarely in my "Budget".  For Twenty nine,  of My hard fought , Thirty Year Bid, "Spring Break" meant; Take Your Black Ass Home, and Clean Up, Clean Out and Organize. So, why didn't I have a "boy friend", a husband , a spouse, a partner? Can't "Stand'um"! Not only am I "ASexual", I'm quick to DEFEND MYSELF! I WILL FUCK YOU,  THE FUCK UP, IF I THINK YOU NEED IT! Plus, the "Season was Dry".  How could I know Atlanta was the "Gay Mecca"? Yes, I did observe all of those men (hundreds),  wearing "hot pants", and

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Dear children of the Most High GOD! Of The HOLY GHOST! ...make no mistake,  You need Music. Good Music shall,  or can erase all of your fears, evaporate all of those needless tears. Good Music will make You Dance! The sickest, the saddest, the most cruel,  and disingenous of evildoers,  hate good music.  (Why?) They can't relax.  Well, IT is not that they can't, the REFUSE! They have NO Faith in GOD, in any form of Truth or Righteousness.  Don't feel too sorry for them, they have Free Will! The same energy , and breath they took to Abuse you, to Crucify You,  because they burn with self imposed Jealousy, they could have been kind, understanding. Please notice how they can be N I C E,  when they want something. All "lame",  pretentious LIARS,   hate the freedom good music brings. The JOY,  that will not permit any lying,  for any reason! Good Music will make you want to Share. Yes, get drunk off of "Good Music", you shall be sha

Dear Fellow "Boomers", Americans, Citizens of the World, We are certainly  "Left-in' Here".   Please Smile. Let Your Heart continue to be Happy! "We didn't come here to stay always." Please BEAM,  as you reflect, reminisce , about All of the wonderful times you've had. Glow as you count All of your good friends, one by one. Don't forget to count your family Hero s and Shero s . Can you smile? Can you honestly look in the mirror and be exceedingly proud?  Sure you can, once you drop All of those Lies,  that are rotting inside You. Did you ever do anyone "wrong"? Did you ever deliberately hurt someone you claim to love? Are you seriously that sadistic? Do you rail against good people, kind people, just to "Laugh"? To Stunt? "Well, ...do the best you can." - Excerpt from The Book of ROME Still BEAMING!!!

AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! WORLD! Live! Laugh! Love! TRUST NO ONE! Put 1000% of Your Trust in The HOLYSPIRIT! Yes, pray for good guidance,  and KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN! Please KNOW YOUR WORTH! These pathological lying, Color Struck, Ignorant IMPS, sure don't. Let'um lose! They are LOSERS! So fucking stupid, they PRETEND TO  think You are Forsaken!  (Yes, they know better, just REFUSE to do better,  because they are INCORRIGIBLE! PATHOLOGICAL! SADISTIC! LIARS!)   THEY COME SCREAMING, SCREECHING, SPEWING INSULTS, DISCOURAGEMENT. INSISTING YOU ARE NOTHING! JUST ANOTHER BLACK ASS LOSER!  World, any friend or kin,too delighted, too quick to  Highlight your misery, throw you crumbs , mock and degrade you , slyly, clandestinely, while they delight in REFUSING  you the  "HAND UP" , THEY KNOW , YOU (THINK, You)  DESPERATELY NEED, is no one's friend, Period! Please stop mourning something, someone, you NEVER had. (If they are Immoral, pathological liars, what have you lost? Per

Dear LORD, Thank You for Your Tender Mercies. Thank You for showering Me, Us, with Your Tender LOVE.  Thank You for spreading Your Grace all over Us Thank You for pulling My coat, for always alerting My soul, when some mysterious menace,  is up to "no good", trying to Blessing Block, secretly, clandestinely, breaking my spirit, crushing, crushing, crushing! Demanding "a pound" of flesh!  For what? For the BACKFIRE!? The common slutty whore and her "men" began sexually raping, molesting and torturing Me , from Birth! (Old low slut, if IT was your intention to make me the Nymphomaniac Maggot Slut you were, the Shit BACKFIRED!) Hey! Attention !All Evildoers; IT CAN'T BE DONE! Do what you please to Me, to Righteous Truth Tellers...see what happens. Yes, I'm back,  Bragging , again. I should call this my Bragg Book! IT is definitely where I come to sort out all of my thoughts. A place where I get to look back and wonder; "How I got over!" 💞

Just like Music the Righteous, Honest, Authentic Heart,  is Fluid, totally FREE!  No! IT is not too hard to get (obtain) Actually IT is too easy,  because IT is Free! IT is just like an Innocent Child! [DO MY CHILDREN NO HARM! NEVER! NEVER! NEVER!] DO RUN AHEAD AND WARN! You are Obligated! You are Commanded! Do Not Spit in GOD's Eye just because you can. Stop! Stop deliberately running down the wrong Path for all of the wrong reasons GOD gave you Now, Give Back! Lift! Care! Love! Sincerely! Authentically! Now, BEAM!!!

AWESOME! INHALING YOUR COOL MORNING AIR! THANK YOU LORD ! Inhaling all of your sweet air LORD. Floating on a cloud . Relaxed! Trusting You LORD! Knowing you shall do everything you promised. Thank you for exposing all the vile "Blessing Blockers", all the (Closet) Haters, all of the lying, fake, Backstabbers. Yes! I'm still BEAMING! HONING MY CRAFTS! My Gifts and Talents. Glad to give a "Hand Up", not a begrudged hand out. Deja Vu, Karma, Justice, IT, will all get you, catch up to you.  IT is never too late to do what is right. Never too late to go to the alter alone. Every volunteer "Liar" must ask him/herself, why? Just who is really benefiting? What kind of person uses the excuse of blood, DNA, as a reason, a right, to knowingly (silently) vex, torment, and make miserable, anyone, in an effort to change "their behavior"? Why? Why lockstep? Why be concerned , overly consumed with the opinions of others?  What if one day you discover, you pl

Awesome! Yes, AWESOME!  The Shocked, the Mocker, The faker, The False, The Color Struck, The Volunteer slaves and far too many imps, SAY; "You're "poor", economically strapped, aging rapidly, mentally declining much too early." Me! RACHEL THE VICTORIOUS! RACHEL THE TENACIOUS! RACHEL THE ANOINTED!HOLLAR BACK; "Yes, while all True, GOD loves Me! Won't see Me stump My toe." (The Stoic, The Cold, The Cruel, The Manipulative Bully.   Let's just call this lying muthafucker Stupid! A blind sheep, some imp,  so stupid, his "Bottom" dwelling ass,  thinks his yalla color,  permits him to be HORRID,  at no risk to him. Yes, that dumb ass muthafucker,  that never read ONE, SINGLE BOOK,  IN HIS LONG,  SHIT FOR BRAINS,  ASS LIFE!; remarks "What about all that shit that happened to you, directly from the hands of that complete Succubus,  that birthed you?" Indomitable Me!; "Still, All Good! The stank, prostitute, carnal, ravenous Repr