IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER

Go ahead, Bow down satan! You so called "Evangelical Christians", you self called Christian Nationalists, STFU! You are "Beating a dead horse!". The nigga LOST! The dummy screwed himself. "We the people" saw, witnessed that demon possessed, mental midget, practically dropped to his knees, fawning over Putin. Wait, before youu believe I'm fooled or in love with the Democrats because they just happen to be less "racist". "Freedom is not Free!" Think Critically. Live Righteously! BEAMING!!!

W0W!!! BEAMING! REJOICING! RESILENT! GROWING! GLOWING!

Still BEAMING! All aGlow! World, please consider this song, one more reason to know,  that IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER! We are ALL engaged in a super,  mysterious World,  of Spiritual Warfare. The year was 1974, I had been totally spoiled, made a Princess,  by my grandfather, ROME WALTERS! A very kind, wise sage,  that never denied me anything,  I asked him for,  No, Never. Anyway, somehow, my manipulative,  secret nemesis,  had talked me out of a very prestigeous, Graduate School. I ended up in Nashville, Tennessee, "teaching" social studies,  in a Junior High School. Sharing a two bed, one bath,  apartment,  with another Fool, a "fellow fool", if you will. My first mistake was moving in with her! Second, agreeing to share groceries, each , cooking "dinner", every other day. (LORD, I'm remembering, laughing, and screaming at the same time.) I did the first meal, ribeye steak, baked potatoe, some vegetables, I set it out!   I'm preety sure I included

WOW!!! BEAMING!  GLOWING! PRIVILEGED! AN EYE WITNESS!!! It has been over seventy years, lost, abandoned, thrown away, considered no count, Deliberately lied to, held down, scorned, forced to mop up my own blood! not for any crime I did dekiberateky,  just an accident of birth. PIGMENTATION!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! It's not like I made the decision to be born into the group/race/tribe, inhumanely sacrificed for the benefit of the "One percent". They told me to pull myself up by my own bootstraps! I did! SHIT! It made the lying ass, racists, RAGE! "KNOW YO'PLACE!!!" STFU! YOU HAVE VICTIM MENTALITY! SORRY, bitch ass nigga! You gon' have to make me. How fucking dumb do you have to be, to believe "color", trumps, anything? Of course, you are attracted to a "pretty face". "Eye Candy". "Everything that glitters is not gold." If you are like me, you are extremely shallow.  I don't like ugly. "Body imperfections" ,

Guess what? If you live long enough you may learn the Truth. Yes, IT shall hurt, perhaps,  pain unbearable. Bear IT anyway, for your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren, they  need you. Thank your ancestors, forebears, s/heros. True people of honesty, integrity,  and faith. Well, at least one, my grandDADDY, ROME WALTERS! I know I'm blessed , directtly, because of him. My soul is smiling. If you come here, and you are hated, ridiculed, counted as dung, do know, never forget "they" crucified Jesus. Why am I still BEAMING? I made a mental list of all the schemes that low slut,  mjw,  successfully pulled off, that BACKFIRED! THANK YOU JESUS! BEAMING!!!

Hey World, my grandmother, Rachel McPhail Walters was Clairvoyant! She sure was. No, I'm sure she hated IT. I too,  have bouts of "clairvoyance". Shit! The shit is so scary, it's like a Steven King movie. At first, I will deny, and deny, that I felt what I felt, when I felt IT. Then IT will get real. I knew, some how I knew, I knew. I wrote a story about Eddie Long , ten years before he did what he did. Like all these reprobates,  suddenly being "turned out", found out. I must say; TD JAKES!!! Are you fucking kidding me? "Well shut my mouf' and slap me up side the fucking head!" World! My "mother" always said this! s/he knew! World! My "birthER" KNEW!  "My LORD, from Zion"; is all I can say. No, it doesn;t make IT right, but, it sure as hell helps to explain IT. Children, teach your children to protect their"germares"! Please! My grandDADDY dared to save me from his old nasty ass daughter! BEAMING!!!

Yes! I'm still BEAMING! On fire with The HOLY GHOST!  Please don't confuse "religion" with genuine my anointing.  There is no comparison. "All I know, is all I know." I know I'm more than a Survivor, I'm a THRIVE- OR! I know , those that scoff, rebuke, and cast me aside, have a right to do so. Can they say I ever did them any wrong? Purposely? Sure, I've made a zillion "bad decisions", attempting to navigate  this evil, predatory, racist system. No, I never accumulated  vast sums of wealth.  Never bought a "First class" ticket to "Anywhere". That in no way negates "My Good Life".  I am deliberately leaving written , and visual proof, I Rocked!  I LIVED! LAUGHED! LOVED! I've accumulated some vivid, wonderful, memories, despite the imps, liars, haters, and vipers. I did enjoy "Roasting-y'ears"(corn), inside a cement block , as my grandDaddy, and his crew stacked rows, and rows of his premium

AWESOME! BE HAPPY! PLEASE BE HAPPY! I know I'm Happy! That damn ************* f****** low life, maggot, slut,  that birthED me, held me captive, her fucking slave,  for sixty-two years,  finally DIED TEN YEARS AGO!!! Why am I  STILL bragging? Why am I up twerking on that dead 'hoe's grave? s/he never repented! The sadistic cruel whore,  was never sorry The low life , mongrel Monstrosity, stanking whore,  belonged to satan,  the whole fucking time. While martha jane walters , was certainly always a cold, cruel, heartless bitch, s/he was just as much a coward. That's why s/he lied all the damn time! mathy jane was the kind of stanking, 'hoe, perverted pedophile ,  that would "poke a pig", dare the pig to squeal, then beat the shit out of the pig for squealing. I'm really laughing, the wo/man that birthed me, was so evil, people are still terrified of her , and her imaginary power.  That slut had about as much power as a deadly fart. All stink! martha was

IT is  UNBELIEVABLE! JESUS  loves Me IT is TRUE Still BEAMING! Sho'nuff Loving Myself! Oh Yes! I have so many reasons! Born quite "good looking", in fact beautiful. Something that low slut,  martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux, Eddie Long,  TD Jakes, P  Diddy, Hated! Yes, these old imps, perverts, root workers, murderers, rapists, sick, sadistic, psychotic, con wo/men,  love to get all up in the "Church".  They demand the highest seats, the finest raiment, palacial palaces, Jet planes. Yes, these low, lying vipers have their Heaven on Earth. They take pride in their ability to "Con" the most gullible, the fakest , the phonyest, and the most hate filled. No, they hate the "Righteous".  All liars shun "Truth Tellers". As old as I am, I've never understood liars, especially those thar lie pathologically. Why? What is the point? What ever you are screaming,  is never going to be true. If you prefer to be feared, if y

DEAR kind reader, please know that I'm a "Nobody", not a put down, just a fact. If truth be told, aren't we all, "Nobodies"?  Even if we reach great fame, who remembers? The truth is ,  most of us are soon forgotten, regardless of our wealth, fame or "Impact". So, "Just do the best you can, while you can." be as honest as possible. Never, Never, Never, deliberately hurt, injure or abuse anyone that NEVER did you any wrong. NEVER LIE!!! If you are a LIAR, STOP! What are you trying to prove? You know you are lying! The person you are lying too, raging with, pelting with insults, knows you are lying. You just want silence. You just want to bully, and cower,  someone too weak, or too young, too fight you back,  to suffer in silence. Shame on you. Everyone has Free Will. Evryone has a right to live their full life, THE WAY THEY WANT TO! No one has to adopt your Eurocentric culture. No one has to play, dead, dried up, stupid, blind sheep, just

Yes! I'm Blessed! So Blessed, I know what "Good Love",  feels like. Good Love does not hurt.  No, children of the Most High, people that love, and admire you, TREAT YOU WITH KID GLOVES, they do not seek every opportunity, to "Cut you down". To totally eviscerate you , cast you aside, like a used Condom. When you complain, they play dumb.  They blame you. Mortified, crushed, you wonder; "What did I do?" I just tried to love you,  as best as I could. Considering , a mongrel monstrosity,  held me in her demonic clutches , for sixty-two years, I've done well. What could be worse? Not permitted to cry, to yell, to protest in any way. No! IT does not feel good.  IT is excruciatingly painful. So horrid, good people, that you thought loved you , run from you! Just shun you! Hate you for your scars! Hate you for your Color! Hate you for your "brokeness", aging, walking too slow, taking too long to sign your name. That is why you must learn to &quo

Still BEAMING! Still Grateful! Humbled! Rejoicing as a Remnant of ROME WALTERS.  The first,  and only man of Color , that (I know) defeated  white supremacy,  single handed! World, my mysterious looking grandDADDY, tall, tan, Greek? Spanish? Native American? Who knew?  "Got as good as it gets from them white folks"! Got a pension, Social Security, an allotment , to NOT grow Tobacco! An allotment , to grow Soybean.  A "Man made lake," free health care,  and any,  and everything a Veteran of WWI deserved. He acquired sixty-five acres of the most luscious , rich ,Tobacco,  farm land,  in North Carolina.  Not only did he build his own home, a huge rambling Ranch. He was independent, self sufficient, a self styled Abraham. I cherish the memories of the first four years (really three and a half) of my precious life. A great life of peace and tranquillity. Nurturing! Teaching!  Years before that stank whore of a pervert , came and kid napped me ,(us).  When the low whore d

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GOD LOVES ME! Yes, that is a fact, I know for sure. Yes, the mystery is solved. You hate my guts! Thoroughly, so much so, you don't want to see any good thing happen for me, ever. There exists one great problem, you are not GOD! Yes, you obviously hate GOD. Refusing to ever tell the truth about anything, is the same as hating GOD. Lying to people, deliberately blocking their blessings, just because you can, is not a good path.   You shall always Rage! Spew venom, and practice cruel atrocities. Mainly you shall have to Lie, Lie, Lie! You will have to pretend something went wrong, that you didn't get the message , when you had your dimwitted mother,  driving all over Georgia, trying to help you make a movie. The truth is, You changed your mind. You felt that your mother was too talented, that she would somehow outdo you. Your envy and jealousy made you lie. Plus, you have always lied to your mother. She is so stupid, naive,  much too easy to fool. Well, with your help, she will b

Wishing death , life's worse on me, shall not shut my mouth! My own "birthER", low, slutty ass, martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux, was an Incestuous Pedophile Root Doctor, for eighty-eightyears ! The low whore found the safest place to hide, in the church! Deliberately looking down your "snooty nose",  at my Art, shall never prevent,  or deter me from cranking out WHAT  ALMIGHTY GOD, TOLD ME WAS  BEAUTIFUL. SURE, you can call it,  claim you consider it  Filth, that's not true. My Art is from GOD, The HOLY SPIRIT. I really have nothing to do with IT. Your constant rebuke, your disdain, that's your loss.   Pretending you think it is mere garbage, junkthat  you would not have in your house, shall not prevent me. Seeking every opportunity to hurt my feelings, is demonic, period. Pretending it was an "accident", or that I'm too sensitive, is the exact same strategy, always used by that Mongrel that birthed me. Cool. Do know, I

We all have to reap what we sow. All of us! Regardless of skin color, hair texture, good looks, amount of fortune, we all have to reap. Raging like a damn maniac may buy you so time, some distance , and perhaps all the silence,  you seek. It won't buy you the peace or happiness you pretend to seek. And pehaps you do feel victorious,  knowing very few,  can lie faster,  and more furiously than you. Plus, that's a real good ploy, a great technique, throw some "Red Meat". Give them someone to hate more than you. The best way to get one "loved one",  to forget how horrid,  and lying you are,  by playing the victim. Just purely lie on your old feeble mother. She's stupid, now inarticulate, useless, a Burden! She better be glad you don't just totally abandon her old Black ass! Yes, too fucking Black, too fucking old, too fucking useless. Assault  that 'hoe! She can't fight back! Spew hot venom! Lie! Lie! Lie! Gaslight! Gaslight! Gaslight! Pick at t

Yes, I'm still BEAMING! Rejoicing! Still reaching for the stars. Still full of love, kindness , and rich facts.   Pure knowledge, and wisdom , passed down to me from my Grandfather, JR Walters, Route # 1, Box # 1, Godwin (Wade), North Carolina. Yes, he was my first hero, right next to Jesus. Please don't reject me , or my Grandfather , for what my "birthER",  considered stupidity. Yes, "Stupidity", was the practice of , all forms of honesty,   criticizing, contradicting, or outdoing,   mathy jane , in any way, ever!  Regardless of age, or physical condition. Yes, martha jane walters,  was always a low maggot! A sadistic whore! A human piece of dog shit,  a two legged viper, a skank, a chicken head, that seriously believed,  and taught that her skin color, and hair texture,  was a gift from GOD.  And s/he was one low maggot whore, that was indeed proud of that fact.  Sure, martha always pretended that it was her shame, that caused her to become so vicious, ba

I have Free Will! I am intelligent! I know when I'm being lied to, even hated on. Of course I can feel your rebuke, your rejection. I know that you don't want me around. Cool. I don't need your company.  No! I shall not be your "punching bag", the butt of all your jokes, and put downs.  I'm not that lonely and hard up for company, and you are not Beyonce! No, I shall never believe you are that dense, that thick, or clueless. No, you are just cruel.  Sadistic. I get it, anyone that can not be trusted, to ever,  utter , one word of truth,  about anything,  should never be expected to give a truthful answer,  about anything. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me."  Fool me over and over, if you want to. What is the point? What have you gained? That going ballistic , and spewing insults, is not only very childish, it is extremely painful and totally unnecessary. Be cruel, snappy, flippant, rude, disrespectful, and lying...just because y

" What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." World, my "birthER"; martha jane walters was T.D, Jakes and P.Diddy.  BEAMING! I SURVIVED!

Yes, I'm now elderly, am I now useless? Perhaps. Am I owed some type of honor, a mere thank you, some token recognition? No. Just the Truth,  will do. Yes, I'm so glad I still can love myself. I can still hold my head up. Proud!  No matter,  what anyone says, I know,  I was a great teacher! I set records! All of my students passed the Georgia High School Graduation tests! Every year those racist tests were administered, I made sure , I did my very best to always teach, and motivate my scholars. No, I never made a lot of money.  True,  my old demon possessed "mother",  did a lot to "ruin" me. IT is alright,  now. I made IT to "Old". I'm pretty proud of that fact. No, the "people" that I always wanted to see some value in me, never did, or never could stop lying, long enough to receive their blessing. Yes, I do thank GOD for TicTok. I am very grateful for the "love" I get , and receive there. Still BEAMING!!!

Yes, I still feel wonderful! How Awesome! Yes, I can not lie, I've definately been here before. No, I didn't like it then, all the other times,  either. No more than now. One thing for sure, we didn't come here to stay always. Nor did we, or I,  come here , to be bullied, lied to , lied on,  Insulted! Talked to like I'm nothing. Actually, considered nothing. Not so secretly DESPISED! LORD! I would have to be a worm, a low dog, some one without honor. I earned My HONOR! Being deliberately denied the honor, the prestige, the "money", doen't mean , I didn't earn IT or deserve IT. Some jealous imp blocked my blessings, is some where hiding their glee. Some where so glad,  that they think I'm miserable. No, I'm not. "The JOY I have, the world didn't give tio me." No, I am not stupid. People see , what they want to see. People, that you think love you,  call you names, behind your back. Operate clandestinely, avoid you at all costs, all

YES! I'M BEAMING, Anyway! I AM SOMEBODY! If any imp , can't see, refuses to see "me", beyond my color, beyond my circumstances, that ignorance is on them. No, you have no need to practice your "calculated cruelty" on me. I'm worn out, from that low life, perverted slut,  that birthed me , and held me in her demonic clutches for sixty-two years. I'm TIDE (tired). Truly worn out.  "Cast not your pearls (wisdom) before swine." In other words, save your wind. Some people are just pathological liars! Rude! Ignorant! Violent! Reprehensible! "Shun them." NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I SHALL NOT  be talked to like I'm some stray, mangy dog! No, I won't! One thing for sure; We shall all get Our just and honest due, on this planet Earth. If anyone thinks I'm nothing, that I'm a loser, that I'm too Black, well that's their lost. Anyone encouraging me to hurry up , and die because they are sick of my presence, they no longe

YES! I, Rachel Gwendolyn ? , Walters, Doster, still BEAMING!  Yes! My Aura is all aglow! "None but,  the Righteous SHALL SEE GOD!"; not the wretched! No, never the predatory, lying viper, void of empathy, sympathy,  and gentility. "No man'us!" "Uuum ma ish" "Crooked" as a dog's hind leg. Sitting "'dey pathological lying a** , up in somebody's church, eva'Sunday. Swear out 'dey winning!" Ignorant , and rude,  for no apparent reason, other than to "rank", persecute, judge, and make miserable. If, for what ever reason, you do seriously enjoy,  hurting your same victims, over, and over,  again. STOP! With the same lies, the same excuses, then laughing behind their backs, please STOP! Enough is Enough!!! You've made your point. You've collected your "Tax". Yes, I've been taxed severely, and astronomically, in this "Mean old World",  from conception. Not only was I born into th

SHOUT OUT  to Wesley Chapel AMEZ Church , in Wade, North Carolina! SHOUT OUT  to the Walters Clan, to all those that dared to love me, to stand up for me. S/O to all of those that tried to save us from that Mongrel; martha jane walters hodges doster watson lamoureaux, a false prophetess, a Jezebel whore, a MurderER, many times over.  Yes, a fe/male * rump! satan, drag queening in a dress, two wigs.  A homemade "Root Doctor", too sorry,  and lazy to read the whole book. Yes, World, that low maggot whore,  martha jane walters, cherry picked "The Lost Books of Moses", the same way s/he,  that buzzard imp , always cherry picked the Bible.

While It is true, our World is engulfed with false prophets,  and zillions of deceivers, if you be "Righteous", you are going to "fair alright". Yes, I am on this Blog, blogging again. Very few listening, even fewer care. So what? There is one thing I know, one JOY , I shall always cling to , My GranDADDY! ROME WALTERS!!! While, I shall not speak of all the Walters, I shall always brag on one, Mr. JeRome Walters of Route # 1, Box # 1, Godwin (Wade), North Carolina. World, not only did Mister Rome , save my life, there are countless others THAT CAN TESTIFY!!! . He did IT by teaching by example. My grandfather was never that low, sneaky, ignorant, snake, that bullies, lies pathologically, while condemning others. Just another stanking, ignorant , whore, up parading every Sunday.  A low slut, just Mocking GOD! A true Skank! A demon possessed bully that lived Eighty-eight fucking years, too long! No, I am not  lying, mainly because I do not choose to. I have always been

If you didn't receive a beautiful bouquet of flowers from your daughter on "Mother's Day", don't cry. Don't even hurt. You know you! You know you never deliberately did her any wrong. Are flowers really that important to you? Wouldn't you rather have the "Truth', the complete truth,  of something that is  obviously missing,  in your long life? Wouldn't you like to know why she really can't stand you? Don't you want to know what you did wrong? What are you paying for? How much do you still owe? Didn't Jesus pay IT all? Are they ashamed to admit your skin color, pigmentation,  causes them to vomit,  in their own mouth? Is IT because they know it is wrong to hate you,  based on an accident of birth? What is IT? Your Aura? Glow? Truthfulness, inability to freely lie? Is IT because so many people truly loved you?  You did bring the fun! The laughs, the JOY, even a little knowledge! So, why are you hated? Rebuked! Rebuffed! Ostracized! P

So, just how stupid is a volunteer imp? Stupid enough to "play stupid", to pretend that you, or I,  are too complicated,  to understand.   That your physical presence is not only a revolting turn off, your "stories" are just as  horrid, and repulsive , as you are. Yes, IT is entirely your fault,  because you have yet to learn to STFU! "Yo' mouf'run like goose shit by the moon light!" If there is one thing I learned from Infancy; "NEVER TELL ON mATHY JANE!!!" Yes, World, I am living proof, many demon possessed Mongrels, not only live among us, walk among us, but,  are closeted, concealed , in our own,  Families. Ohhhhhhh! They are real alright. Yes, they are often quite hard to catch in the act. Yes, they are actually low enough to do like my Nemesis,... Preach! Yes! PREACH! World, Children of the Most High ! I do declare! I am on this Blog Bragging about the Goodness of GOD! True, my "mother" , was in fact,  one sick, sadistic,

Growing and GLOWING! BLESSED! BEAMING! DELIVERED! PROTECTED! ANOINTED! APPOINTED! Dear Children of the MOST HIGH, please Read the Book! Please Study! Please earn your way! Please don't lie! Please don't practice yt supremacy.  Go ahead, if your faith is weak, if you are in fact a full fledged Bully! You shall NOT prosper, Ever! Every ill gotten dollar you swindle anyone out of, shall Not prosper you anything. So, you have more money, more cars,more houses, do you have more JOY? "More than a mouf'ful, is a waste." ; are the words of Madame Watson, my "mother". World, Madame Watson did in fact "imprison" me,  and held me captive for sixty-two years. (Perhaps, now) Well, do know,  martha jane walters was never really as powerful , as s/he bragged. True, s/he did dig the Cow Field , graveyard, dry, chunking "dust" on any and everyone that made her jealous. Please Don't argue! Please Don't feign shock. Please don't continue to

Thank You for walking with me LORD! Thank you for never leaving, or forsaking me. Yes , I'm humbled! Grateful! "Over the Moon"! Something that homemade witch never wanted, actually abhored. Did her trifling best to prevent, to destroy.  Why? I don't know for sure. So, I really can't say. I do know IT is spiritual. GOD is in IT! The "Thing" is; I am an Empath! I truly am. I can feel! I am "burdened" with the ability to feel the pain of others.  Thank you HOLY SPIRIT,  for saving me from the burden of envy, jealousy, pathological lying, back biting, backstabbing, self hatred, self sabotage. Thank you for my dark skin! Thank You for creating in me a sincere desire to earn, to love, to help , and to contribute. Thank you for never permitting me,  to ever, believe I'm better than anyone! Deliberating hurting someone , that can not fight back, is not courage. Belittling someone for an accident of birth, is simply more proof,  that you are indeed

BEAMING, once again. So many "Mother's Day" celebrations. Not, one "mother", however. I shall not lie, this is one "Holiday" I purely hate! I have always dreaded. Yes, you guessed IT, "Mother's Day" was by far my "birthER's" favorite. The low whore for satan deliberately pitted Us,  "The Salvaged Six",  against each other. To this day I can't believe how s/he so easily baited Us.  "Bobo gave Me 'dis beautiful blah, blah, blah" What a set up! Of course We recognized the signal; "Don't git me nuttin' cheap! And  you damn niggas bedder shower Me!" No, the fact is,  none of Us were ever going to be good enough for old mathy jane to love.  I clearly remember my "mother" always claiming my skin color was a curse. AS a matter of fact s/he would scream , out the window, to get out of the Sun,  getting Black! That I was Black enough. World, IT was never about Color. That old low

Oh, Yes I am! IT is called Karma! Justice! IT is the act of The HOLY SPIRIT,  righting every wrong. Yes! Every Wrong!  Every sneaky "half lie", every attempt to erase me, to tarnish, blimish, reduce, persecute, rape, rob, or simply mislead. Yes! They shall Rage! All liars rage when caught redhanded. Not ashamed of their deed, just angry for being found out. Of course nothing is ever their fault. Be very, very careful! DO NOT ACCEPT THE BLAME THEY DELIBERATELY PLACE ON YOU,  BECAUSE THEY KNOW YOU ARE TOO COWARDLY TO EVER FIGHT BACK!  THEY gleefully Scream Lies! Gaslight! Blame! Confuse! Cause you to feel guilty. Yes, they can cause you to wish a swift death upon yourself. One thing about "Old Death", IT is mysterious. Very unfair, in my opinion. Most die too die, in the wrong place for all the wrong reasons. The oddest fact, few people want to die, at any age. Why? IT is too mysterious! What is IT?  Is IT a long, comforting sleep?  Is IT some form of torture?  Do we